Superwoman mask.

Can't believe it

2011-05-20T01:29:00.002+08:00

Can't believe it
Can't believe it
Can't believe it

People actually still frequent my blogger anddddd, left comments on my cbox.
I have totally forgotten about blogger till I saw nuffnang once again.

I really appreciate these and it kinda brightened my day.
However this is due old and I'm really no longer using this anymore.

So catch me @ tumblr yes? :)

2010-05-01T11:39:00.005+08:00

Hello Everyone.
I'm officially at tumblr!
Catch me there!

But, hang on!
I might come back here if view rate goes up!
Hahahah. Bye!

http://geezusfatlev.tumblr.com

2010-04-23T15:09:00.002+08:00

Hi blogger.
After being dead for so long, do you miss me?

I don't.

Cause I've got a new blog at Tumblr.
And, the sweetest things happened to me within days.
:)

I'm tasting sweetness every now and then.
I'm getting a heart race every now and then.
I'm falling for something all over again.

Today isn't a fantastic day.
However, I feel accomplished.

I did my ppt on Wuhan and it is more than 15MB.
But, 15MB is only halfway done. Imagine it at the full size. 30MB.
TYVM :)

Hop on the other blog to catch me alright.
I've been a blogger user since 2002.
And I'm ending it here. 2010.

8 years of being a blogger! Can't bear yet, I need a fresh break!
Catch me on the other website, and hopefully the number of readers will remain the same or even, increase. TYVM once again.

Anyways, HAPPENINGGGG!
I've got a very good first week of holiday.
Except for the fact that the timetable is screwed and things happen.

So, see you guys in school.
Catch me :)

johlinn.

2010-04-03T13:56:00.000+08:00

johlinn.: "now and forever
remember the words from my heart
will always be true.

now and forever
together and all that ifeel
is my love for you.

johlinn."

I like :)

2010-04-03T13:25:00.002+08:00

Morning Singapore.
I just woke up after a prison break series marathon.

God. We should stop doing it.
Hahaha!
We have been doing this for so many nights.
I am really an owl now.

What happens if I go back to Singapore and sleeps in the day and awake at night?

Hmmmm.
Anyways, sorry for my not so many updates.
I'm really very very very lazy to update blogger.
And plus the fact that no one reads it.

Pretty boringgggggggg.

Oh, I'm going Wu Dang Shan tomorrow.
And will be back only on Tuesday.
:)

I have seen all of you guys' facebook.
Having fun ya?
Wait for me to come back ok!

Hahahahahaha.

And oh, I've got tons of photos to upload.
But apparently, I don't want to upload them here.
'cause, I'm just lazy.
Hahahah!

Prolly just a few? :)

-_________-

Blogger's not working!
So, bye!

Not a so proper post, yet.

2010-03-22T09:18:00.002+08:00

Morning people.
I just bombed Singapore with my ultra shit and Feng Heng bombed China ystd, big time.

And yessssss, things are going on fine.
Except for the fact that my period is here.
Shitty ttmszxszx.

And
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My post just stood still for 15 mins.
I'm so sorry guys. I'll put/insert/upload photos here when I'm back from classes.

Btw, ystd we went shopping.
And I bought hell loads of things.
I bought clothes, lots of bags, accessories for friends and yada.
And, I really got to chao.

So bye! :D

A different me.

2010-03-18T08:35:00.007+08:00

I'm gettin ready for school! Lesson's at 9.15am.
But, I woke up at 7 to get ready and I'm not even half ready.

I don't know if you still check back on my blog,
but I know you will not give up on me, or you may eventually do.
But, something that caused this difference in me,
is not you.

It's myself, on discovering myself.

_

Sidetracked alittle there.
I've got to start writing journal for this programme thingie.
If not I'll be so screwed up for not doing anything until the 11th hour.
And, plus, there's a thousand photos if all our different different photos are put tgt.
Hahahaha.

But, there are only a few with me.
Because on Day 1, we were all so cold to take out our cams!
And so, we depended on the guys to take photos and we'll steal it from them.
Hahahahaha.

I'll do updates slowly, day by day alright.
Be patient with me :)

Meals provided on plane.
(it sucks)

View from outside the plane :D:D:D:D

Aliens much? Refering to us, breeds?

Very first photo taken, and its with shuning!
See how happy I was. LOL.

P.s/ I wore like that when I went for Wuhan and some china guy approached me thinking I was the sales person there!
Wt............. :\

The car's not dirty! Its iiiiccceeeee!

Campus. Likea abandoned area.

BAD HAIR DAY TTM!
Thats Shuning :D:D:D

Check this out.
Food street. Although it seems dirty,
It filled up our stomachs!

What's more, its nice!
But the food is super CHILLI HOT, salty and oily.
And its TTM! I couldn't take chilli ):

Their salt and chilli like free flow like that.

The hostel we were provided with.
Comfy and yes, niceeeeee.
Look at the size of my bed and you will understand.

Hahahaha!

Overall, the hostel is uber good :)
Other than the toilet -.-
My toilet's still spoilt! GAHHHHH GRRRR ARGHHHHH.
I want to SHIT LEHHHHHH ):

Shuning, Nicholas and Me.
We were going to take a bus to Jia Le Fu, Carrefour.

And
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I got to stop here.
It is 8.55am. I havent shit, changed, everything.
So bye! :D

2010-03-16T17:59:00.003+08:00

Hellooooooo Singapore!
After soooo long, I finally got the chance to have an update with photos!

I know you guys are as excited as me.
But too bad, my computer is down with internet. So I can't use blogger there.
And therefore, no snow photos.

P.s/ sorry da jie!

There are only 7 photos, and its very laggy already. Hahaha!
So, just bear with this alright.
I'll try uploading more as time goes.

P.s/ I have to do journal too! :D

And, HEheheheHEHEH. Life is very fun here! :)
But still, I miss you guys.

Abby, Huiyi, Tammmm, Leiyi, and more.
Hugs!

And not forgetting for the kind souls I've met here in China.
SHUNING! CHENG YUN! MELDRIC! ROYSTON! NICHOLAS! ELAINE! HUI MING! FENG HENG! JASLYN! ANDREW! FIRDAUS! AMIR!

Hehehehe. Thats my clique, and what about your life in Singapore?
Weather's getting warmer! Good news!

But, internet is still as down as ever.
):

BUT, I'LL SEE YOU GUYS SOON! IN FEW WEEKS' TIME.
HUGS :)

Flying off :D

2010-03-02T16:35:00.010+08:00

I'm flying off in 16 hours time!!

I have,

- Updated my Ipod
- Packed my clothes
- Bought my stuffs

I havent,

- Give a goodbye kiss to Baby
- Bid a proper goodbye to my friends
- Got mentally prepared

Actually, I wasn't anticipating much.
I spent my whole day rotting, doing nothing.

I'm suppose to do an update on Baby's birthday surprise right!
I promised. Ok, photos will take time to resize and load. So, I'll just briefly update :)

I was supposed to surprise Baby at his house.
But god damn, his phone, I called millions of times and he never pick up.
Called his house phone, engaged.

Sigh.

So much for surprise.
Went up his house, knock knock.
And yada yada,

thats his surprise. nothing much :)

But he didn't expect to see me until 4pm, that day.
Soooooo, HAHAHAHAHAHA :D

There are about 100+ photos here! :D

The photo album I chosed.
The photos are not enough to fill up the whole book, but half! :D

His birthday cake.
This piece of cake is super duper expensive @.@
So, my advice to you guys is, don't buy birthday cake from Breadtalk althou it seems nice. :D

Look at my Baby! So happily reading :D

The different pages.

My favourite student, syahidatunnisa drew it for me :D
She's called Nisa in short :)

Thats her.

Thats all I've got.
The other photos are not transferred. Sadly.
I'll transfer photos when I'm in wuhan! :)

Keep tuning in to superwoman-mask.bs.com!

Blogging in school.

2010-03-01T13:40:00.003+08:00

Came to school at around 1230pm, supposed to reach by 1030 to meet Mr Wee.
Too bad, I'm late as usual.
And he's angry so he actually pushed my meeting with him to 3.

So, I'm rotting now.
@ makan place.

Lethargic is all I can say.
I lost my mood for everything.
Even just now at the IT helpdesk, the guy who knows me, asked me not to be so stressed out.
Its not stres, its complications.

Things happen at home and people tend to blame their parents.
Well, I'm not that special to not blame my parents.
But all I can say is, FML.

Seriously, whenever I tell my parents things like informing them, they will say I have no common sense.
For e.g, I told my dad, "I need the thumbdrive. I'm reformatting the thumbdrive."
And he just say, "then copy the files into the desktop and format lah, basic things, dont know meh?"

I mean, hey, I'm not revealing privacy stuffs here.
But, I mean, it was just informing them what I'm gonna do, in case his stuffs are in the thumbdrive. No common sense, no initiative, careless, what else?

I totally lost my mood and became damn blur and lethargic.
So, last night, I totally ignored them.

I didn't even bother asking them anything. I just asked my sisters and act as if they will know it. But at the same time, my parents could hear me.
Dumb and lame and childish, I know.
But this was caused because of my mum.

She just has to shoot me and humiliate me in front of strangers/guests/everything.
Ystd my sister's boyf came and after dinner, they sat in the living room.
I remembered she took my thermometer and so, I asked her. Then this is what I got.

She say,
"you are always like that lor. Take things alr anyhow put then lost alr, panic and find"

I replied,
"aye. I'm always the neat and tidy one ok." (she always say I'm the neatest and tidiest)

She replied,
"if you are always so tidy then you won't lost your things alr."

Then I just stared hard at her and rolled my eyes and went into the room, crushing papers and stabbing it with a pen like stabbing her.

She said that in front of my sister's boyf. Fuck.

She used to say I'm the neatest and tidiest, so whenever I clean the house, I do a very good job. And she always ask me to do house cleaning.
What about now? I anyhow put my stuffs and all, so meaning what.
You said those things to make me happy so I'll do housework for you?

I just want to fly off asap man.
Hack all my packing mean. I can just go empty handed, just to escape from this fuck shit parents.

Oh, did I mention she shouted and screamed at me at mustafa?
Oh yeah, she did. Like a fucking mad bitch.
I just rolled my eyes and walked off.

If she is embarrassed, then she would have done this behind the doors.
If she's not embarrassed, I am. I just let she shout and scream and I left the place.
So that would leave her shouting at no one, like crazy woman.

Seriously, I'm already flying off.

Can they stop this crap?
Can they still critisizing me?

They bought me an Ipod. But before that, I said I don't want it, cause later I lose it ALSO. I didn't lost anything, fyi.
Then they say, even I have no confidence in myself, how can they have confidence in me?
I just shoot them back, I said, you guys keep saying me. Things not lost by me also say I lost it. Yall alr keep saying me, you think I still want it meh?

Just because I'm the last touch, I lost it huh? They keep critisizing me, how you want me to hold this responsiblity when I know at the end of the day, you guys will still blame me?

Damn bullshit.

Bullshit TTM. FML

All I want to say is, dad & mom, if you guys are reading (i know you would), fuck my life. If you guys want to keep shooting me, I will not ask anything cause I won't expect an answer from you. And I won't even reply you. I will just fly to Wuhan and you guys won't see my face. Seriously, just forget me for these 6 weeks cause I know I will.

FUCK.

Grandfather, qiah horh.

2010-02-22T16:47:00.005+08:00

Nothing to be mentioned but grandma took grandfather, hand in hand, away from us on 18/02/2010. They died as a couple as their "homes" in the temple are side by side. :)

Hey guys, sorry that I went MIA again. You know, CNY is usually the occasion that we enjoy colecting hong baos and eat nice food. But my CNY '10 was a different one this year.

2009, National Day, I lost my dearest dearest granny. Usually on CNY Day 1, I would look forward to waking up and greeted by aroma of carrot cake and sweet soup. The must eat stuffs on CNY. My granny would usually enjoy going to the market and buy whole lot of groceries home. It is tiring for her, but she enjoyed every single bit of this. She would everytime, be so proud to show us the nice vegetable deals she got from the market. She would say this carrot is big and nice. That meat fat and sweet. We would then look at it but had no idea whats so nice about it.

This year CNY Day 1(sunday), I woke up, like a usual sunday. No sweet soup, no delicious breakfast. Got ready for bai nian and left the house.

Came home, it was so quiet that it creeps me out. You mean, this is CNY? You sure? Its more of a usual sunday where we would just come home and slack ard before dinner.

Skip.

Day 2(monday), stayed home the whole day. How awesomely wonderful. And visited grandfather at night. When I went into his room, I thought I saw a corpse. But its not, its my skinny old grandfather! Oh my GODNESSSSS! What on earth happened man. !@#!@#!@#!@#!#

Day 3(tuesday), went out with Joh Linn. Movie to Percy Jackson and the Lightning Thief. Terrifically awesome movie. We caught it at Tampines 1. I don't know what's with the name but I know there's 3 malls there.

Came home, received an "AWESOME" news. Grandfather was admitted into the hospital. WTH. Why CNY? Why? God, why did you choose CNY? Probably you can't stand looking at him suffer on such a special occasion?

Day 4(wednesday), visited Grandfather at the hospital. His condition was so severe that the doctor said he's not gonna pull through the night. Rushed down, teared almost immediately and asked i-don't-know-how-many-times of 'why'. He saw me, I held his hands. I called him but he couldn't recognise me. Sigh.

Almost everyone rushed down. At last, the eldest grandson and my da jia rushed down. He doted on my da jie the most and although he has forgotten most of us, he will still rmb my da jie. After that, my mum talked to him, "Ah pa, everyone's here already. Ah qing is also here already. You have seen the people you want to see already. Listen to me, close your eyes, you are ready to go. Guai guai ok." My grandfather nodded in agreement and my tears rolled down again.

Grandfather teared as he breathed difficultly.
He was strong. His heart was beating strong. He is still breathing. His time is not here yet but he's weak.

I went home soon after.

Day 5(thursday), my mum told us grandfather has already went into a coma last night. He can no longer respond but his heart was beating strong. They were waiting for his heart to stop. Soon, he left us.

I held on strong and told my dad that I would stay home to take care of my lil sister. I held my tears. I held it tightly, hoping it won't break in front of my sister. At least, I saw him for the last time and held his hands. I was so regretted when I couldn't even see my granny for the last time. This time, I made sure I had no regrets and I consoled my sister while her tears poured like rain.

Sigh.

Day 6(friday), I rushed down after my exams to my grandfather's funeral. I ran and reached just on time when the coffin was closing. I rushed in and paid my last respect. Wai gong, qiah horh.
James was with me. And he stayed on with me till he got to go and I went back to slack ard with my relatives.

Day 7(saturday), he was ready to go. His body was gonna get cremated at Mandai and we did all the ceremony to send him on his way. Leiyi and clique came down. Thank you guys, for your support. :) We walked all the way out with his coffin in a van and no one cried, except for my mum. I don't know why I didn't cry, probably due to experience. I promised to stay strong. When his body went into the fire, no one called out for him(pa, wai gong, yeye), only my mum. The last time we can call him Wai gong but we didn't. Regrets again? Sigh. Regrets everywhere.

I stayed on strong but tears are so overwhelming in my eye sockets now. I lost my Ah gong in 2008, Grandma in 2009 and Wai Gong in 2010. If you guys were to say your life is suckish, tell me, what is this that I am going through?

Heaven or Hell?

______________________________________________________________

Two papers are gone, one left to go. Thank you people for encouraging me to go on. I am still studying and till today, I studied. Although not my fullest effort but I tried. POA is gonna be at least a B for me. I will and must get it. I will not fail.

Anyways, a very belated Birthday wish for my baby. I was so busy that I forgo-ed my birthday surprise for him. I can't help it, forgive me baby.

Here it is for you,

Happy Birthday my lovely boy!
You are already 18, ready for many 1st times. But bear in mind what are the most important things to you. Never forget your most important things. Don't be blinded by anything except love ;)

Love you.

Shall update more on his mini birthday surprise on the next post!
Chao!

Have a lively post!

2010-02-18T16:26:00.012+08:00

Been so long since I had a really lively update.
Should be studying but like everyone else, who cares.

Hahahaahahh.

GPA's going down down down.
But I'm gonna pull it up up up.

Studied quite a little.
Should be quite okay with exams.

Cheers to people who are mugging hard :)

Happy CNY cum Valentine's Day cum 7th Month with Baby!
overdued photos are no fun.
but im uploading them cause its fun :D

I sit until like Vivo is my house.
Hahahahahaah!

:)

Fun is like taking a dough to squeeze and twist and whack and make lots of funny things with it.
Just like my face.

Sometimes life isn't about pursuing your dreams only.
It is about enjoying with what you have now and go forward with your dreams.
It takes two hands to clap.

Awesome awesome drama performance by Abby and PSF :)

Having an affair ):

I also have.
I lurbbszszx her alot.

Oh look! I tried a new hairstyle.
Nice? With a pen! :)

>Chinese New Year @ AMK grandma's house<

Sisters! :)

Cheng Shuan.

Cheng Hui.

Cheng Hong.

Hot sizzling babes.

I went along with the nude look while they were so pretty with makeup!
Awwww. They are always pretty on special occasions. Hahahahh.

Shi yu. My cousin. Pretty cute isnt she? :)
Viet mix Sing :D

Awwww! You guys can almost tell how much Shi Yu loved Huan Yu. They are like damn adorable.
Although Huan Yu is alittle unfriendly but she poses her camera generously!
Adorable sisters!

Mahjong Tile. Bei.
Pong ah! HAHAAHAHAHAH. My mum brought home this cupcake which was specially custom designed by her friend's daughter.

>Valentine's Day!<

Jamsie boy showed up with this bouquet of teddy bear cum chocolate cum cookie at my house!
Hahahaha. Hugs, my sweet heart :)

Can't help by camwhore a little!
But it is a lot! :D

Heart shaped tin of Famous Amos Cookies.

Teddy Bear!
I'll bring it to wuhan. :D

Ferrero Rocher chocolates :D

Baby, this photo is for you :D
Although its my ugly face, but it sends millions of flying kisses to you :*

Chao People :)
I'm back to mugging.
I should be able to catch up by tonight.
Hehehehe. Muack.

& muack muack muack, a special kiss to you, Jamsie boy :*

Happy Chinese New Year! :) / :(

2010-02-14T18:44:00.008+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year, everyone!

(p.s/ this is annoying 'cause i just backspaced whatever i have typed, 3 times!)

Okay, I'm tearing ): Reason being, I miss James. He's only gone for like 2 days and my sad nerve is acting all up! Again! Its like twice a day. Gosh. When can this stop? What happens if I go for Wuhan? What happens if we have no idea what future has install for us? Gosh.

This is Chu yi, shut up Cheng.

I watched P.s/ I Love You. I know, wrong movie, wrong timing, wrong wrong wrong. But can't help it. Its on tv and what happens to watch whatever tv has install for us? Okay, excuses. Its starhub cable. And can't help but start tearing every 10 mins. My sister's as bad as me okay. I controlled, she can't.

On 13feb, 2.30am, I stared at my phone's wallpaper hard. Very hard. Until tears came out. Nope, not because of the bright lights and that I am in a completely dark room. But I cannot imagine myself without him for a day. Let alone, 3 days!

I MIAed from Fb. Because I couldn't care about what stupid application notifications fb kept spamming. I could only care if he left me a wall post on my wall when he promised he would find net in Malaysia.

This is terrible.

I
Am
Going
Wuhan
For
6
Weeks
.

He
Is
Gone
For
Only
2
Days
,

&
I'm
Dying.

Help? Anyone?

There are 20 photos here. I'm using Google Chrome and I know sometimes it is damn bloody hell that it wont work for internet explorer to load my photos. Just so you know, they are just photos of James, James and James.

And an additional note, hope you guys have a wonderful new year.
I haven't been invited to anyone's house. But made plans.
I'm not despo to be invited okay. I know this year could be hard on my terms with people and stuffs, but I couldnt care more.

I just want James to be my plans till 3march, when I'm ready to fly off.

P.s/ you guys are included too.
Read this: Leiyi, Tammie, Taoguang(I included you! dont worry.), Gavin, Nigel, Darren, Kenneth, Wawa, Abby, Joh Linn, Hui yi.

P.s.s/ James, you can't calm me down thru msges. Appear right in front of me now!

P.s.s.s/ yes, I am agitated now.

P.s.s.s.s/ Bye.

& no, this is not influenced by P.s/ I love you.
Ok, bye.

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P.s/I Love You.

Reunion Dinner Day.

2010-02-13T12:26:00.003+08:00

Hello guys! I'm finally back.
With my proj all submitted and had some workout ystd.

Played netball cum basketball shooting hoop ystd with Abby and friends.
It was awesome 'cause I finally ran and worked out a little.
Been quite awhile since I ran and I lost my stamina.

Hahahaha.

And also, caught Valentine's Day with Jamsie Boy!
We sort of celebrated vday earlier cause he was gg KL today.
Hope he misses me! :D

Oh, and I caught up with Tammmm and clique again!
We sort of had a little fun in the library ystd.
I was really glad to see them again.

Guys, even if I can't go for FOC, I hope you guys have fun.
I know you will, but rmb, Cheng is still here for any fun in stall for me!
:D

Anyways, I did my integrated proj.
To myself, I felt it was great and awesome.
'cause why, we designed rooms according to our likings!
Hahahahaha.

To share you guys,

My teenager's room. (P.s/ i want it to be my room fyi :D)

Living roooooooom! :)

& kitchen.

My surprise for Jamsie Boy is of course the Teenager's room.
'cause I put in our photo. Hehehehehe.

I put in my family's photo too but my parents said it wasn't nice.
As in, its my assignment and I'm showcasing my family members' face.
Not that good.

Owells, its the same as their prejudice towards Fb, Friendster and yada.
Hahahahahah. Nvm, for once I shall go by their wish.

Anyways, its Reunion dinner today!
Hope you guys will enjoy having steamboat with your family.
Thou this year will be different for my family.

If yall know what I mean.

And hope CNY will be a wonderful occasion for you guys to relax/study/take ang pows!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Oh, studying means for me and my schoolmates.

Happy holidays! :)

Heart of stone.

2010-02-11T00:32:00.004+08:00

Its Thursday morning @ 12.33am.
I'm still doing IDS cum AutoCAD proj.
Oh, its called Integrated Project.

Today was RMT presentation/last paper.
We had 4 hours to burn and I used it to do AutoCAD for Abby.
Oh, and some parts of my room.
But its damn freakin' lagggggggggg.

So I downloaded the trial version on my Desktop.
Hope it works.

Oh, I'm leaving for Wuhan like super soooon!
Like WTH fasttttttt. Less than a month.

More updates after tonight, 1159pm.
See yall! :)

Freakin' pervert.

2010-02-06T21:23:00.006+08:00

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This man, sat beside me on 852 this morning at ard 745 am.
He took out his phone and actually tried to take a photo of my leg.

This is how it goes.

852 exited the interchange. The man took 852 at ard 2 stops after the interchange.
He came all the way to the last row of seats and sat beside me.
He took out his phone and took a picture.

How did I know?

There's a red beam of light coming out from the camera and it went "snap" when he snapped the photo. Like wtf stupid or what? Then he realised he was sitting to close to me to take a picture so he shifted far enough to snap. WTF?

Then he meddled alittle and tried to take another photo.
I was staring hard at him already.
Then passengers aboarded the bus.

He shifted in and pretended to be asleep.

I continued to stare hard.
I didn't know what to do, stupid or what?

Then I cannot take it. I sit out and shifted uncomfortably.
An aunty saw my uncomfortness and asked me if I wanted to change seats.
I just told her that this man here took my photo.

So she requested that I checked his phone.
I found no photo of me, but found other girls' photos.
I felt so disgusted.

I could have checked more thoroughly.
But fuck. I couldn't care about him.
He better not let me see him again.

Or I'll make him more famous than this.
Its not gonna only be on facebook where only 853 of my friends can see.
I'll make sure the whole world knows about it.

Fuck.

GIRLS, TAKE NOTE OF HIS FACE & BEWARE.
There's another lunatic around Yishun too.
He's still on the run and the police hasn't apprehended anyone.
Please be safe.

Avoid coming to Yishun if possible.
Even I myself feels unsafe going out.

Oh, and that man looks like monster inc's character, Randall.
Check it out!
http://www.rankopedia.com/CandidatePix/47779.gif

A pretty good good wednesday.

2010-02-03T22:30:00.003+08:00

AWESOMEEEEEEEEE!

Hello! Its been a long time huh. And nope, I havent abandon this blog yet.
My nuffnang is still jumping! So gather more people to visit my blog.
Its reaching $50 yet far also.

Haahahahahah.

My week has been hectic. I almost died due to lack of free time.
Project due dates are like up to my neck but most of them went by last week.
This week, not as hectic, but there's a big big project.
Got to Ace this one!

Soooo! How's your week been going along? Share with me!
Tag me with your week schedules and I'll tell you mine!
We can really talk under the sunnnnnnnn.
Oh, until the sky falls.

No, kidding. :D

Ok, just to brighten up my blog,
it has been so interesting and now I'm so lazy to update.
No photos, no interesting stuffs.
Pretty boring huh?

So, just share some photos with you guys.
My uncle went ard Singapore to take these shots.
Very amazing and I loved them.

One my favs is that yellow wild flower found along the roadside!
Hope you guys share the same interest as me and my uncle!
Photography is back in my hands,
cause I've got a camera now. :)

P.s/ if youre gonna use them, give credits to my uncle, CPL. Thanks.

Bye! I still have got POA thingie to do.
Teacher's being an arse by putting the dateline on 4feb, 8.30am.
Pretty smart huh. 8.30am. Might as well don't mention that timing and close it on 3feb, 12mn.
Grrrrrr. Off I go now!

Last but not least, I love you Jamsie boy :)
Oh, And to keep yall in suspense, some interesting stuffs are gonna be blogged at a later time! :)

2010-01-26T23:01:00.004+08:00

Hello lovelies. Once again, I posted another rose photo because I find it really nice. And and, I'm so addicted to using center align. Hahahahahaha. Pretty cool, I think.

And YES! Projects! What about them! They ain't flowing in like water anymore! They are more like flowing faster and faster awy from us. Sounds like we are chasing them but its true! We are meeting deadlines and yet hardly anything productive done. Ever met such situations? Hell yeah! Plenty of them. And on a plus point, I need my marks. Badly.

Anyways! Today, while doing project at Makan place, I was looking through my documents and found my msn conversation histories! HAHAHAAHAHHA. Cool or what! I clicked on Baby's conversation history and I was like omg! cool! Y'know what I mean!

It went all the way to 13/07/2009, 3 days before we were together and oh gosh! look at the things we say to each other and awwwww, so cheesy yet cute and sweet. Its like we cant recall most of the stuffs we wrote and it was wayyyyyy funny, I tell you.

Memories... Anyways! Oh, I'm saying alot of "anyways". So ya! Its fun recollecting stuffs and all... Besides, to make my phone go faster, I had to clear inbox. So the very first msg was deleted ): But, I can still recall. HEHEHEHEHEHEHEEHE.

Awesome or what, I'm going get my second part of pay. And I'll be rich again. LOL. No, kidding. I heard from my colleague, its only $24. WTH right. I know, I know. But its still money.

So, see you guys! I'm off for whatever I stopped. Hee. Finished one report for CATS. Awesomeeeee! Gonna do TEC now. Bye! Wait for me, Charmaineeeeee!

A rose that made my day!

2010-01-23T00:02:00.004+08:00

My sister had the lovliest birthday this year! Big big twenty-ten! A year to mark in her life. She turned twelve, gonna take PSLE and she's finally growing up. She's finally going to scondary school, which reminds me of the crushes, mini skirts, rebellious stages, puberty, period stains and more! Cool cool and more awesomeness. I can't wait to dress her up for Proms, and attend her graduating thingies. Omgosh. Sidetracking here.

Anyways! Happy 12th Birthday lil' sister. You're the best. You know I always believe in it. :)

Just another photo to share. Hahahaah. I find this photo rather nice. Hehehe.

22 Jan '09, I was surprised with a stalk of red rose when I was taking 852 home. He sent me home and presented this stalk of rose. I was super shocked, surprised, took my breathe away, happy, elagated, superb happy, awesome feeling and my heart started beating fast. But I just remained calm and asked, "why you give me flower?". He look at me but I just gave him a hug and then he said he just happen to buy it 'cause the students were selling it. And oh, he know nuts about giving flowers to girls so with his friend's help, he bought this for me.

Well, I was really happy before that. But thinking he was really really sweet, I couldn't help but hug him. Omgosh. How I loved this guy. He's blur, cute and know nuts about romance. He's 17, what else? What romantic stuffs can I expect? We are both 17 and we should be enjoying every single bit of childishness in this love story.

I don't mind you knowing nuts about romantic stuffs. All I want is your pure sincerity and love. I love you.

(Hugs for only you tonight.)

You are my destiny, James.

2010-01-22T00:01:00.004+08:00

Having fun with you, as always :*

Happy Birthday, Jie hao :)

Damn nice right!
I so love this place. Hahahaahha.

Roarrrrrr :)

Hectic week.
Okay, by right I shouldn't be blooging here! But couldn't help but post some lovely photos here ;) Had a real pleasant/unpleasant week. Buttttttt, things are getting better, which is a GOOD NEWS! It was more of a pleasant week I would say. Hahaha.

Hope you lovelies had a great week too. Thou, I know you will just secretly curse and swear or maybe you will smile and nod with me in agreement. Nevertheless, darlings, smilekay. Cheng Nofrowns Lim is here :D

Alrighttttt lovelies! Elmo no emo! I got to runnnnn. James's heading for his bed, so am I. But I'm touching up my make up firs before going to bed. HAHAHAHA. Okay, kidding. I'm touching up on my RMT first. Oh, and of course, Econs! Sigh, what opportunity cost! More like deflation! :\

Okay, really. Nights. I just typed so many many words. Ahhhhh! Thats 5 mins!
Okay, bai.

Facebook | Lei Yi Chan

2010-01-18T15:39:00.001+08:00

Facebook | Lei Yi Chan: "You can try and hold me back. Build your damn walls, pack sandbags along the edges and yell at the c...louds and the rain and the sky to stop.

But I will not relent. I will reach you. Because I am the sea. And I will continue to love you no matter what."

Leiyi Chan to Kenneth Tay.
Cheng Nofrowns to James Low.

Happy Birthday!

2010-01-18T12:54:00.002+08:00

Happy 12th Birthday, lil' sister!

Happy 21st Birthday, Jie Hao brother!

Today is your lucky day.
May you guys have a lovely day today :D

2010-01-17T21:03:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 6 MONTHS, BABY.

Its been 6 months. Pretty fast huh. Time flies so fast that I don't realise that we have been in each other's lives for 6 months. And we quarrel, we kiss and made up. We do almost everything every couple does. But one thing only a few girls will do is,
be proud of her boyf.

I'm always very proud to show everyone JAMES LOW IS MY BOYF and he does this and that but still, as sweet.

You are one guy who doesn't know guys should give flowers to girls. You are one guy who thinks that guys should always have money to go out. You are one guy who always think that No matter one has skills or not, cannot be proud or loud.

You are one humble person with great characters but a little too teensy weepsy over sensitive. But I love the way you are. You are the Best Boyfriend any girl can get.

& I'm the lucky girl ;)

2010-01-08T22:59:00.002+08:00

Baby's soooo busy ):

Our journey has so many humps, don't like.
But we are better so much since Nov09.
Hugs (:

I miss you even if you leave for a few mins to get a drink.
You just left my side not long ago, but I'm already missing you.
I miss lying on your chest and hear your heartbeat.
I miss you.

_

So many things to say.
Hateful words.

Golf is my life. Other sports ain't.
Sorry for landing into hospital when there's such an "important" training camp. I didn't ask for it, ok. Sorry that I deserve this punishment.

Studies is my priority now.
Wuhan YEP came in ard Sept/Oct09. & I have by then already signed up for it. I am also very sad to miss the opportunity to become a GL as I've worked really hard for it. And besides, leaving Singapore for 6 weeks w/o baby, friends and family... I can really die. Hardly survive.

CNY is gonna be lonely.
Baby's going Malaysia. MALAYSIA ON VALENTINE'S DAY AND CNY.
But compared to him, I'm going to stay 6 weeks in wuhan, he can hug a pillar and cry his heart out.

Sigh.

Things are just not going right.
I think some sacrifices must be made.
Let's see abt it, shall we?

School's not as bad.

2010-01-06T22:27:00.001+08:00

Have I mentioned holiday's out and school's in?
Oh yes, indeed.
SCHOOL REOPENED!

Its not as shitty,
except the fact I failed one paper by 4%.
Damn, isn't it?

Gonna retake and make sure I pass every single paper.
How can I get A, C, unknown, unknown and an F? ):

Sighhhhhh.
Retestttttt!

2010-01-02T15:49:00.003+08:00

02.01.2010
Not a particular special day.

But I had lots of recollections today.
(people who get to read this, youre lucky :))

2009, not a particularly shitty and sucky year. Each year always sucked for everyone or maybe, it rocked. But for me, fairly balanced but more on a positive note.

April 2009, I enrolled into Ngee Ann Poly. Joined FOC 09/10 and met awesome people. But some turned out not so nice either. A plus point on that, I managed to successfully cast away my emo side of life and started showing my sunshine side.
A side of me which the NSS peeps never saw. They saw me as grumpy, emo, hot tempered and not easy going. But who knows, all these were thrown away when I went NP. I hated NSS and the peeps in there. No offences.

I was always happy, cheerful and out going. Made alot of friends.
I was crazzzzzy.

July 2009, I found James. He's the positive A plus point in that point of my life. I could use some romance in my poly life too. I love him, as much as my friends. But even more, after that.

And my life goes on up and down.
I hated the month June as it was the month when all the bad things happened.
It sucked to be me on that point.

However, when Love came and impacted in my life, it changed me totally.
Thank you, James :)

There are several people who impacted my life.
They all played a huge role.
But, on a second note, have I been highlighted that I played a huge role in your lives? Have I?

I have given more than I could.
I have tried every single effort to be part of "them".

# Horus, FOC, NPSU, NPVB, BE society, 1B02, REB, James, Golfmates & OCBC Great Eastern.

See you :)

New Year Eve with you.

2010-01-01T21:56:00.020+08:00

Happy New Year everyone!
Let's trash 2009 and welcome 2010. :)

My New Year Resolution:
1) Able to spend our 12th month tgt. & more photos please!
2) Friends come and go, but please let me find one true one.
3) Achieve at least an A in one of my modules
4) My family to have peace and harmony.
5) Secret.

What abt yours?
Hope you guys can achieve them.

Anyways, spent New Year's eve with love.
And we headed to marina barrage first.
Being idiots, we went there knowing there's gonna be event there.
So the whole marina barrage is closed.

& we were left abandoned on the sea.
Kidding.

So we headed for plan B.
Movie. But it was all sold out.
So we went Vivo's rooftop instead.

And being super sweet and nice, love fulfilled my wish by taking lots of photos with me.
Hahahahhaa.
Who cares who's staring and who's not.

Hugs :)

Having nothing to do, I snapped away...

He snapped me too.

Chips! Tempted?
Everytime I see this photo! ):

Then, the phone rang again... "ringgggg"

"ya... simi daiji lahhhh."
Ah beng talking. Tsk!

Why am I so happy?

Bye! :)

Cocktail anyone?

Cheers!

2009-12-28T15:00:00.002+08:00

They are laughing so happily.
Can I have a photo like that taken too?

No, no pose.
But candid shot.

Hehehee :)

_

I have a really bad temper >:[
Why do some people pms feeling sad,
when I pms feeling frustrated and angry.

& then I will spend hours rolling on bed,
fighting mensles cramp.

This is so unfair.

I've been controlling things so well...
And ystd I did something stupid.

& yes, I do love you, baby, I do.
Sorry.

Christmas with you.

2009-12-26T15:23:00.019+08:00

Merry Christmas!
Hohoho. Did everyone had fun?
I didn't hear much santa's hohoho this year :)

'cause normally, everywhere I go I'd hear "hohoho".
This year, not that much :D

Christmas was fun.
Afternoon movie with baby,
Night with Abby, friends and baby (:

How'd your christmas night go?

> Movie with Baby @ Woodlands<
Alvin & the Chipmunks 2 :)

Queuing for tickets.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
We got seats even though it was selling fast!! :D

On our way for lunch first.
Stomach first, then movie :)

I love your sunshine smile :)

A gift for Baby's family.
Super cute right!
I love the box! :D

Presents for friends :)

Grr. The plant cut baby.

But he's still smiling happily.
Hahahahaa. And I wonder why.

Hahahaah. You know, you have to give some spotlight to what makes you look good yea?
Share some credit ;D

Serious liao, serious.
Looking at who's photo?
Pffft.

> Christmas night @ Abby's house <

Who wore almost the same thing!
Look alike yes!
B.F.F! Have fun in SL! :)

Look at what baby and abby is doing.
Tsk!

This is Hazel, Abby's sister.
Hahahahahaaha. She's sucha entertainer.

Vik happily eating! Hahahahaah!

The ladies.

Classic!
This is when Issac pounced on Vivegan and Vivegan hit Shobana.
HAhahaahahhaAAHAHAHAAH!

Vivegan explaining the real situation.
HAhaahahahaha!

More camwhores.
Thats what girls do right?
:D

Hehehe. Hugs (:

Happy family ;)

Oh, with Abby's family.
Awwwww :)

:*

Thank you, Abby (:

(look at that ah beng talking. tsk!)

Thank youuuuuuuu for the wonderful day, Baby.
Merry Christmas.

Every minute with you is a moment to enjoy.
But spending Christmas with you is something I've wished for.
And now that I've got it, I want to spend every festive seasons with you.
Christmas was enjoyable with you, not mentioning exciting :)

_

Hugs :)

A needle in me.

2009-12-24T22:18:00.003+08:00

3 days and 3 nights

I know...
Photos ain't allowed in hospital.
But can't help it.

Its several drips on me.
):

Oh, its Christmas eve everyone!
2 more hours to Christmas Day!

Merry Christmas in advance (:
I hope everyone will have a great christmas night ahead.

Hugs (:

P.s/ cant wait to spend christmas with baby tmr.

Hello to me.

2009-12-22T23:11:00.002+08:00

I just felt like saying hello.
I actually started this with "Hello!!!!".
But then again, I erased it away.

It sounded...
Weird, isn't it?

It looks pretty quiet here for a big "Hello!!!!".
So anyways, hello everyone :)

I've discharged from the hospital :)
Been sending regards to whom have been concerned about me.
Thank you!

It was hell in hospital for 3 days 3 nights.
Not really a lot of details to fill in, but
I was admitted on Friday night.
It took 3 doctors to confirm my illness.

Severe thorat infection.

I bet if I named it, you guys can't figure out.
Right, then again, I'm talking to myself again.
Haahahahaha.

Anyways, any plans for Christmas night?
I'm spending it with youuuuuuuu.
If you know who you are. ;)

Can't wait, period.

Terribly Sick

2009-12-17T21:11:00.002+08:00

Happy 5 Months, Yong!

So fast, its gonna be half a year/6 months already.
I have walked thru so much with you
& my love for you grows stronger each day.

_

Read my title.
It says everything :\

This time, its really terrible.
I got to admit into the hospital immediately after tmr's last paper.
Pretty terrible huh.

Been communicating with papers and pen,
hand languages and all sorts of methods.

I can't eat, swallow, anything to do with my throat.
Not even my saliva.
Cries :\

I hope tomorrow's results won't be as bad.
2 or 3 days in hospital is bad enough.
Imagine for long...

I might forget how to talk,
friends might forget me,
I might be bored to death.

Gonna study for TEC now!
Wish me all the best :D

(p.s/ its TTS hospital!)

2009-12-12T13:42:00.002+08:00

HELLOOOO!
It's exam week!

How's everyone's revision getting along? :D

Sorry, been abandoning this blog lately.
No, a couple of weeks.
But with a fact that I'm really busy with school, I can't seem to have the time to blog as often. Heehe. :D

How's everyone? :)

Life's been great, awesome, fun for me.
Did I mention I had a super ultra big ulcer on my lips for the past week?
And that I couldn't eat, talk, drink, sleep, kiss(oops), yawn, etc.?
Terrbiel huh.

But it has recovered already!
HAhaahahahaha.
Thanks to erh, watermelon frost.
:D

And volleyball's been badddddd.
It is rainy season so didn't get much of a time to play vb.
But lately, weather's nice!
So I decided to go for vb training camp and NPSU prep camp!
Hoorayyyyy!

And have I mentioned I have been shortlisted for Wuhan OPI fr 6 weeks?
Yea, its all gonna happen next year march.
& I'll only be back when its mid April for school reopening.
I'm already starting to miss alot of people.

Especially Yong.
I can't imagine 6 weeks without him. :\
And Abby.
I can't imagine 6 weeks without get-together-ness.
And Family!
I can't imagine 6 weeks without them.

I can really COL.
Cry Out Loud ):

Anyways, just a brief update hereeeeee.
Tata, chao! :)

2009-11-29T22:35:00.003+08:00

Life's been really busy for me.
But I'm enjoying every single minute of it. HEheheheheheeHEHEEhehe.

I'M TALL, CUTE AND FUN SIZE.
THANK YOU THANK YOU :D

ANYWAYS, HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEIYI!
We'll always be here for you, girl.
But rmb, know your stuffs well and things will turn out good.
Hugs.

And yes, my weekends revolved around sentosa.
I've been to sentosa for 3 weekends straight?
Ystd was TBD @ sentosa too.
Hahahahahaa.

But it was awesome, you know.
Spending time with your girlfs...
And oh yes, night cycling recce was tiring.

I dont want to elaborate on it.
You guys should experience it.
So, if you are interested, contact me or Abby.
We are recruiting around 8-9 BE students and 2-3 non-BE students.

We hope to see you there!

Anyways again, just a brief update on the things that I did.
Photos... I only uploaded 10. Hehehehe.
I was figuring out my post is gonna be brief.
So yea.

My tagboard is dead!
I'm removing it. Hee :D

Went to palawan beach with Yong.
Took tons of photos.
All on fb. Check it out (:

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=162111&id=616253435&l=49138205f2

Camwhoring with Jolene Lim!
Took tons of photos too.
She's a camwhore queen.
Check it out @ fb too!

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=162111&id=616253435&l=49138205f2

This is Tammie.
She's our da jie :D
Went to sentosa ystd with her and co! :)

Throwing Nigel into the sea.
I was thrown into the sea too k ):

Heeheee! I figured Errison looked sexy here.
So ya :D

Group photo! :D

Oh oh! Cookie baked by Yong's mummy.
Hahaha. Its superb nice. Thank you :)

Hehehhehehehe.
I love it :D

Happy birthday Leiyi!
Once again, 17 already! Old woman! :D

Thats about it folks. :)

2009-11-18T16:59:00.008+08:00

Let's start from the scratch.

Helping out at Blood Donation Drive.
Heehe! It was pretty much fun.

Oh yes, by the way, I got the "No Chicken" award for donating blood! :)

Heehe! I chose the bumble bee bandage!
Super cute right! Yes yes yes! :)

Work was kinda fun!

1st, Working with AMES.

The uniform damn bitchy right!
Working with London Weight Management
Gosh. Trust me.
I can't bend down to pick things up.
(skirt too short -___-)

See Mun!
My lovely girlfriend @ work!
She's awesome :)

4 weird clowns parading @ City Square Mall.
I was working with New York this time.
The 4 guys actually looked quite fine after the costumes' down :D

2nd, Working as mentor.

Cute right!
My lovely mentee drew it for me.
Hahahah. Super sweet of her :)

Awwwww. How can I not love these kids?
How can I not go back to teach them! :)

Atikah :)

This little angel here, I swear...
She makes me keep going back to Bukit Batok CC at 9am every morning to teach.
Sweet :)

Oh yes, did I mention that I have a second Morido now? :)
See! Though this 2nd one is quite an alien one lah.
Hahahaha. But still as cute.

Quite an angel isn't he? :)

This is both me and Jaselyn's hand.
We both took volleyball for SnW.
Guess what, we tried a above serve and this is what happened.
Bruise! HAhahaa.
But our hands are kinda seasoned now :)

Let's do some comparing game.

Tired <<<< >>>>> Not tired
Right right!

Xiao lan...........
See! :)

Thats quite a random post.
Hahahaha.
More uploads tmr! I promise :)

Sick, once again.

2009-11-17T23:14:00.001+08:00

Happy 4th month, baby :)
I love you. And I always do.

Sorry guys...
Been neglecting blogger.
It seems like the new sem is a killer ):

Anyways, I had a terrible PMS week a couple of weeks back.
Sorry sorry, and once more, sorry.
Heehe.

But I'm really happy about a few couple of things.
I'm back with the Big Birds! :)
My baby and I ain't quarreling as much already. We figured things out! :)
Abby and I are getting close again!
I'm getting back with 1A02 again!
Baby's going back with his clique again, this time with me around!
The modules are pretty easy for me this sem!
I'm happy with my life.

:)

Things that I have been busy with:
School
Work
Friends
Family
Health
Money

I'm sick again.
I wonder why my immune system is so down.
:\

Anyways, I had a blast of fun!
Sunday, intensive "training" with baby's friends.
I had loads of fun playing vb with them, compared to having training and all.
I'm no longer stressed about playing vb :D

And ystd, both of us caught the 5.35pm show, My Girlfriend is an Agent.
I love it. I laughed like I've never laughed before.
And that was the moment, I really relaxed.
I loved the movie. Awesome (:

Whats more, I watched it with baby.
We really spent quality time with each other.
Happy 4 months, once again.
Time flies and I still treasure every single second with you.

Anyways, just a long update after so long and emo.
Overdued photos but kinda like uploaded them 2 weeks ago..
So I shall not delete them.

Seen my new specs before? :]

Recent photos will not be posted here.
I make a promise with you guys, my readers...
That I will definitely do an update, let's say, once a week?
So we shall meet here, every week, once ok?

So it wont be much a bother.
And my downloads overshot again.
I wonder why :\
No music once again.

I'm so gonna find a solution to it.
Everyday exceed the limits.
Tsk!

Arse shit amount of rant

2009-11-12T01:06:00.005+08:00

IS cats assignment dued: tomorrow.
Things I'm doing now: surfing the net.
Things yet to be done: search for my SnW shirt, complete assignment, sleep.

(P.s/ this post is rather long. if you ever start reading, continue reading it and don't stop. if not you'll get misunderstanding halfway through.)

Sigh, yet another day of terribleness. I hate myself. Why do I have to be so impatient? Why can't I control my bloody stupid temper? Why can't I just leave some things unsaid? Why are words written on my face? Am I so readable? Damn. I really hate my temper. My princess tantrums. But damn again. Everytime I keep the unhappiness in me, it gets accumulated and goes out of me in one shot. And damn again, I hurt people around me. ):

I don't like this Cheng.

I used to control it so well. What happened? Is it due to the pampers I got from my caring friends that cause it go out of control? Is it due to the giving-in(s) from people around me to make me so bloody unreasonably hot tempered? Gosh. This is getting out of hand.

Cheng, you MUST CONTROL! MUST MUST CONTROL!
Stop hurting people around you!

But then again, is everything that went wrong, my fault? Nothing stays the same. You're changing alot lately. What happened to the together-ness? We used to be so close. I feel it no more. When it comes to going out with friends, you have another clique of friends. When it comes to talking about couples, you talk about another pair of couple. What happened? Am I no longer regarded your close friend?

We can no longer talk about everything under the sun.

We seemed drifted apart. Do you still watch my steps for me? Do you still say, "hey, i've got your back." Do you?

I've got Yong. He's almost everything of mine. But I need friends too. What happens to, "hey, you can tell me anything. i'm here for you." What happened to that too? Why do I feel lonely? Why do I feel nothing even when my friends are beside me? Why can't I find joy and laughter genuinely from the bottom of my heart? What's wrong with my heart? No, what's wrong with me?

I'm no longer feeling Cheng.

Where's the cheerful and happy Cheng? Why do I feel lonely? Why do I feel like crying instead of laughing when I look back at the old photos that we took? Shouldn't I be feeling happy when looking back at the fun we had? Shouldn't I be feeling happy to have yall by my side? Why do I not feel it?

Sigh, things never stay the same.

I missed the old times. I missed the old Cheng.

2009-11-10T15:07:00.002+08:00

Crashing someone else's tutorial is fun :)

I'm currently in James's tutorial.
I see Wawa, friends and more friends.
Hahah!

Have you ever wondered, at times, why must life be going against us? We should be controlling it yet it seems to be going the way it wants. A lessons learnt: "never ever think that life is going against us. everything has been planned out for us, it was a meant-to-be." Why think of the negative side when it can be a positive thing? Hey friends, think on the bright side. Life's never tough. We make it it tough. There are definitely solutions to things that happened but it is up to us to find it and use it. No one said life was going to be easy. No one said life was going to be tough either. It is up to you to decide if its gonna be a tough or easy one.

-cheng.

Life's a bitch.

2009-11-04T16:52:00.003+08:00

Life's a bitch.

The day went by super slowly. I'm PMSing.
Sorry Yong, for the many bickerings we had these days.
Sorry friends, for my terrible temper.

In Retail Management class, I typed:
"Typing is damn fun. This is damn fun. Lesson should be more fun for example, poking Phyllis instead of Cheng. Students should have initiative. We must be spontaneous in volunteering too. We should all volunteer to teach. Students should be noisy and have the initiative to teach. Teachers should rest more and let us students do the teaching."

I was bored. This isn't the original version.
I forgotten what I've typed.
I'm really bored.

Sentosa and more sentosa!

2009-10-24T12:04:00.021+08:00

"There will be one point in your life when your whole life flashes before your eyes... Make sure it's worth watching."
Super nice isn't it? It's taken at Ngee Ann bus stop. Kudos to whoever wrote it.

Ok, yayyyyyyy!
Finally uploaded the millions of photos!

Hahahahhhaahaahahha.
I almost died.
:D

As yall know, holidays, sentosa is the hottest.
So I actually went there a couple of times.
These photos are actually with T41 and baby, respectively.

Hahahahahaha.
The day I went with T41, it was raining!
Superb disappointing but the guys were awesome.
They did the things that the girl(me) is supposed to be doing.
They prepared food, did everything.
Man, I really appreciated everything guys.

Thanks!
Hahahahahahahhaa.

And the day I went with baby was the day before school reopen.
Hahahahaha, everyone was like asking me why just before school reopen.
Well, idk.

171009 was such a lovely day and I stayed home.
So I was complaining, grumbling and all.
& baby was actually very very nice.
'cause despite the fact that he went on 17/10, he suggested gg on 18/10 again.

Hahahahahhaahaha.

So we spent the sunday afternoon tgt suntanning.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHA.
Some kind guy who was supposed to be working at the rental shop or something came out to help us take photos.
He said he had nothing to do and was too bored.

Hahahahhaahahha.

Oh yes, not forgetting the Sentosa Spooktacular.
I was scared when that bloody ghost approached us.
But then baby took a photo with him and I saw the bloody makeup.
So fake. HAhahahahahaha.
But kudos to it. It looks super real.

Anddddddd, ok.
Words later, photos first.

Thats the ghost. :D

Sentosa with T41

Matt and Ivan :)
Where's Andy?!

The piece of wood there, don't underestimate it.
You can never imagine what the guys can do with it.
Damn gross.

And the second photo, it read,"T41 was here."
Written by Andy, and tried to squeeze Ivan in there.
Hahahahahahahah.

The artist is at work again. (Ivan)

Crazy fellow. But hey thanks for everything, Andy!
Hahahahhahahaa.

You look what he's doing!
SO OMG TO THE MAX!

Damn gross, damn gross.
Hahahaha.

Wah, max liao, max liao.
Fucking disgusting right!
No wonder I'm the only girl who is willing to turn up.
(excluding the fact that I'm the organise cum class rep)

Sentosa with Yong

That's his life.
I'm happy, He's happy :)

Heehe.

Sorry about that stupid face.
Hmmmmm :\

Oops. Slip moments of photography.
I guess I failed.
Can't help it after doing "it" for 2 years.

Hahahaha!
I like!

Oh, this is when the kind shop tender offered his help.

It was so bright!
But he says the expression looked kinda cute :D:D

Successful attempt!
Whose idea? Yong! :D
Soooo cute :D

He's kinda cute :D

Finally, the last photo.
I kept saying last photo but I kept snapping away.
HAhahahahahaa. ;D

To Yong: Any girl could have been lucky enough to hug you and claim you as hers. But you chose me as the lucky one. All I can say is, I am very lucky to have you always beside me, rain or shine, good or bad days. You never fail to be beside me. All the efforts you made were all captured by my eyes. I know it, and I always do. Thank you so much. Its a bliss to be able to have you and I think, no, I know I am one of the world's luckiest girls. I love you.

Oh alright, then Cheng had some superb cravings.
We past by Candy Empire everytime we went Vivo.
But this time, I felt the urge to go in and grab some candies or chocolates.

So I bought this and this.
The marshmallow is super sweet siol. Cute though.
Yong's favourite thats why we bought :D

The chocolate is wayyyyyy sweet and fattening.
I've put on lots of weight uh ):

Heehe! Candid :D
He took my shots too!!!!
Next time I steal from his phone and show yall.
HAhahahahahaha.

Dont say I'm mean, he's the mean one first! xP

Okayyyy...
Thats about it though.
Hehehe!

Show you something stupid.

Oh, thats me swollen elephant leg.
I was superb dumb.

Have you ever came across someone who wanted to go for training but injured herself before the actual training?
And that was her first training after holidays.
And this happened on her for very first training too?

Damn lame shit.
Hahaahaha. How can anyone be cleverer than me?
Let me give it a guess
.
.
.
.
Me.

I had to cancel my plans to go for Angela's performance(sorryyyy!) and work for NYS.
Damn dumb damn dumb.
And I spent $40 on it but forgot to take receipt for claiming.

DAMN STUPID.

Ok, bai.
I'm gonna find a real hard wall and bang onto it till I can feel better.
-help!-

2009-10-17T11:41:00.004+08:00

Today is sucha lovely weather!
Why am I at home?
Rahhhhhhhh.

Feel so one kind ):

Hmmmm.
Many events are taking place when school reopens.
And my commitment to NPSU is going way down.
Terrible isn't it?
Can't help it.

My commitment to NPVB is going way way down too.
Can't help it either.
Someone call 911 and rescue Cheng.

I want my life back.

2009-10-16T23:09:00.004+08:00

Happy messy 3rd month!
Fried rice and spaghetti to spend our afternoon away. We cooked! Woooo. Thanks for everything you have done for me, baby. You are always beside me, doing things for me without fail. And of course, sending me home everyday. No guy can beat you to that, Choa chu kang to yishun, yishun to chao chu kang. You can really go through miles to do things for me. And so do I. I will cross the sea of forbidden love by your parents and climb the mountain of girls chasing after you. Hee. I love you, and I always do..

Back again :D

2009-10-15T22:26:00.004+08:00

Guess what.
I spent another week at home.
Trying to recover from my sickness.

Splitting headache. Fever. Cough.

Mummy, heaven's punishing Cheng.
Sorry for all the bad deeds I've done.
Sorrrrrry ):

Ok, nvmind.
Getting crazier and crazier each day.
I'm very relied on panadols :\
Bad thing huh.

Right...
I have got some overdued photos.
trying to revive blog, you mei you!

and, Happy 3rd months anniversary, baby!
Woooooo! Its finally the 16th! And its tomorrow!
Tomorrowwwww!!!! Happy happy.

Hugs.

Ok, here are the pictures/photos/peektures/whatever-you-them.
Hehehehehe. Woooo.

In an attempt to get out.
But apparently its butt is stuck.

Its Morido! Weeeee. :D

Seeeeee. His sexy butt is soooo cute. :D
"Hello Abby! :D"

Like one nanny carrying 2 bags.
Hahahahahhhaahhaa.
Nanny needs "his" rest too eh.

Hmmmmmm :\

Oh thats lantern fest :D

I did cooking!
Oh, as you see, the vegetable is floating on the "water".
Its actually all oil. :X

People's onion cannot bend de.
Mine can! HAahaHAhahaAHHahahAH.

Oh, and that black dot at the bottom of the picture is acutually onion.
Chao tar onion ^^"

thats 2nd attempt << >> thats 1st attempt

Hehehehehe. Big difference.
But alot of oil -.-

Oh yes, there's still the T41 photos.
Cheng is really lazy lah.
Sowieeeeee :D

Plus, sorry if the photos are not entertaining at all!
I promise tomorrow will be a better day with better photos ;D

Hehehehehehe.
Sorry!
-runs away at high speed-

2009-10-10T11:09:00.003+08:00

Hooooola.
I'm finally back to blogging.

That brought me to a question.
Why am I so free today?

Because, I'm sick ):
Fever Headache Fever Headache Fever Headache!
Plus there's rain. So it isn't suitable for going out.

Oh yes.
Mummy asked me to stay home to rest moreeee.
It is to build up my body system toooooo.
Its down. Really down.

I bet thats because I'm weak.
Should I say I didn't go camp is a right choice?
Or maybe, its a wrong choice?

Hahahhaa.

Alright. Welcome back, campers.
And everyone, enjoy your last week of holidays.
'cause school's reopening on 19oct!

And the timetable sucked.

(P.s/ sorry baby. changes in plans. im really sorry!)

our 260909

2009-10-04T22:42:00.013+08:00

This is a post for 260909.
Crazy night spent with Abby, Vik and James.

Hahahaha.

Royston, Eugene, Kok Wei and Royston's friend went night cycling.
It was hu-woah-wahhh when I saw them.
They were all first of all, chaota.
Second, sweaty.
Third, smelly.

Hu-what-the-hell-huh. They have been cycling since afternoon.
Scorching sun which burnt them mercilessly.

Andddd, anyways..
Sorry peeps, Cheng is not gg for TBC anymore.

'cause alot of my friends are not turning up, and it was super last minute when they inform me.
Phew, luckily they did. If not they last minute ps me, I GG T-T

Anddddddd, thank you Royston for your help ystd for surveying.
And baby for being awesome as always, staying with me all the way even though you were tired.

And yes. Baby "celebrated" mooncake fest with my family and met mummy & daddy.
Hahahaha! Pretty good impression eh.
My mum says he's kinda good-looking.
And asked if we were really serious.

I said yes of course!

I was thinking why she asked that.
Its because she saw the bands on our wrists.
Wahhhh. Mummy's observation skills is one-of-a-kind @.@

And ya, thats about it.
See you guys again.

Till then, I'm still recovering from some "stupid shock".

Hahahaaha. Its abby again!

And she's turned crazy once again!
HAhaahahahahahhaa.
Ouh. Due to me :\

I'm like a don't know what only.
Smiling and trying to act one holy -.-

Pretty umaaaaaaa.

Oops. Sorry.
I don't know why I pointed that too.
I'm so vulgar. Sorry babeszx.

I'm like one master, arranging the bottles.
Hahahah! :D

There. Done. :D

Happily looking only. Egg-cited, you mei you!

Vik hates flash.
Hahahahaa.

Just yi ge act only! Hahahaha.
He's a damn funny person :D

Censored, censored.

I wasn't vomitting. Moiii swearszxszx.

Oh! Thats when I got high.
Super superb high and just kept laughing.
The things I did was.... Hilarious?

Andddd thats Vik driving us home :D

Abby and Vik. -hugs!-

A series of madness. Er uhmmm.
Cheng is the crazy one lah k. Er uhm. Crazy :\

Mr Low! (L)
-who you on the phone with ahh. heh heh heh. tsk!-

Hehehehe!
-hugs!-

2009-10-01T13:16:00.011+08:00

Work place is fun when there's someone else around...

Hahahaha. Caught sleeping ^.^v

My messy table. Full of guidelines.

Ah lai. Advertise alittle here. Fox & Spoon. Awesome western cuisine. Must try :)

Vik, James, jealous not? xD

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Egg-cited to have our first bite!
It smells damn nice!

Awesome taste! The taste is just nice. (Y)

And of course, other than food and drinks,
we had fun outside workplace.
Where surveying takes place instead of telemarketing takes place.

Thanks friends who did the surveys for me.
Thanks thanks. :)

This guy's hair looks fake. But apparently, its real.
And he stunned me with his microphone and words.
Totally stunning.

But he's totally funny and, cool (:

Oh yes, this was the GE carnival.
And it was super fun. With that lion mascot and lots of games and freebies.

O.O
Shhhh. A little secret between me and Abby, right? ;)

Tell me why. Why after so many irritations with each other...
Small bickerings and all, we are still so close.
Why?

I just love her as much as I love my sisters.

Hugs!! :)

Hahahaha. All her shots.
Her phone is practically bombarred with our photos, and mine too, of course.
Hahahahhahha.

:)

And camwhoring takes place when we received too many hang ups on us.
Oh yes, not forgetting going crazy.

Singaporeans should really learn to reject people politely.
Instead of hang ups, why not just say, " no, thank you. "
It can make telemarketers' day happier. -_-

Hehehehe.

Thats about it at work place.
Where fun, joy and laughter take place.
Not forgetting craziness.

Today is a very very bad day.
For both of us. She's very very moody.

And thinking back, my sisters made my day equally terrible.
Waking me up as early as 9.30am?
And banging the doors, shouting at me.

After waking up, I lazed in bed for around 10 mins, they started shouting at me again.
Asking me to stop sleeping.
But well, open your eyes bigger alright.
I wasn't sleeping.

And comparing the time they GET TO sleep and the time I CAN sleep.
Its heaven and earth.
If possible, I wish to go to bed at 11.30pm/12mn.
But I can't. I get home around 11.30pm?
By the time I'm ready for bed, its past midnight.

Life's just getting a whole new turn for me.

I got burnt while trying to cook for the 1st time.
The vegetable was chaotar.
After the 2nd attempt, it still tasted horrible -_-

But edible. Poor shuan shuan.

(p.s/ there're more photos coming up. hopefully this update is not as bad as the previous ones(brief and short). this is longer and contained around 30 photos. )

Unspoken stories revealing little by little...

2009-09-28T01:00:00.002+08:00

Busy week :\

Tons of photos to upload and share.
Many unspoken stories too.

This whole week, work wasn't regular for me.
Was kinda busy with other stuffs too.
Good gracious.

There's TBC and stuffs coming up too.
Why oh why. :\

Friday and Saturday was definitely memorable.
A definite thing to rmb.

Ok, I've got things to say yet I'm sleepy.
Can't think.

But there's something I definitely must say.
" I did not go around telling people that I _____. But if you ownself find out, good for you. You need not use another person's identity to ask things. Just ask straight in my face. I will answer you and not hide. Please refrain yourself from spreading things about me. This warning is for beforehand, not say I never warn you. So what if I'm not the person you think I am and should be. I am who I am. You chose to stop smsing me and kept a distance from me so don't point a finger at me with 4 fingers pointing at yourself. If you think, you have met the wrong person and wish to not continue being friends with me, go ahead. Thanks for being my acquaintance for a few months. Not memorable and will be forgotten fast. "

Luckily for me, I've got friends who can make my day.
And unluckily for me, I've got fiends who spoils my day/night.

But thanks so much you-know-who-you-are for making my day.
And one definite person is James. (L)

A night out with Abby, Vik and baby.
How awesome can it get? Hahahaha.
I love them.

Awesome honeys (:

I'm glad to have found you.
Even if its my darkest moment of my life, you will still be there for me.

Another girlf.
This girl, for sure I know, I would spend my life with.
She totally has got the patience for me.
Every bitch fits I gave her, she gave me patience in return.

Thanks a million, babe.

And happy togetherness, yong.
Hugs.

Selamat Hari Raya to my malay friends.
(:

My baby boy.

2009-09-22T09:42:00.003+08:00

My baby boy. Almost everything that I'm doing now since 16072009 has got something to do with you. Everything in my life concerns you and me. Its no longer just me but us. Its like you and Abby are part of my family. Happy 2 months my dear. I'm sorry I didn't have time for you that day. I was just busy working, sorry. I hope you will be more truthful with me and yourself next time k. Just be yourself in front of me. I don't need a knight in shining amour. I don't need a knight who is tired yet insist on sending me home every night. I don't need those. I just need a knight who loves me and happy being himself in front of his princess. I love you, my baby boy.

Have you made someone's day?

2009-09-19T12:07:00.004+08:00

Walking down the underground path, music was filled in the air.
I walked further down and recognises the familiar voice saying " thank you ", each time a coin hit the metal box.
He's a blind, playing lovely music, almost everyday.
Same location, same instruments and same sincerity.

clang-clang, I dropped a few coins as usual and walked away.

As I walked further down, this elderly man, carrying a big bag approached me.
I looked at him, and realised how old he was.
White hair, with bandages on his kneecaps.

He held out three packets of tissue selling them at $1.
I smiled at him and said, "no, thank you".
Then I walked away. He said, "oh. bu yong jin. xie xie, xie xie."

As I was already about to go on the escalator...
I checked my coin purse. Just in luck I thought.
I turned back, walking briskly and I saw a back view, so old and i-don't-wish-to-say-anymore.
I walked to him, passed him that coin.
And he was super happy, "huh. ni zuo hui lai ah?"
"uh, dui. :)"

Then I walked off.

That day was my what-the-fuck day.
I thought my day was bad enough already, why still bother about others?
I'm not even earning enough.
That $1 that I've earned, I had to go to 5 people to do survey with me.
And worse come to worse, they reject me.

But then I thought, my day is already bad enough.
It doesn't take alot to make someone's day.
My day is bad, doesn't mean others' day must be as bad.
Why not? Why not just make his day with $1?

And yes.

This man I approached earlier that afternoon,
he looked super upset.
But still, I approached him.
He rejected doing surveys for me initially.
Then he told his friend, "I already had a super bad day. Why not I make someone's day when I actually has the ability to do so?"

Then he took the paper from me and started writing.

I was so grateful to him.
That was $0.20/pc but I couldn't care how much it was.
All I know was, someone definitely made my day better.

Then he told me, "never matter what you face now... it cannot be compared to people who have faced more than you did. life is like that. why not just get along with it?"

This is the phrase that stopped my footsteps at the escalator and turned back.
This is the phrase that stopped me in front of the blind man.

Why not?
Why not make someone's day when your day is already so bad.
Doing this can actually make you feel happier too.

bottom part of the post was actually removed and shifted to livejournal.

Just another short update

2009-09-17T11:04:00.003+08:00

Finally another morning for a short update.
Though, I know there's no one reading this or something...
Just updating in case people like my vb darling Shuyi nags at me :D

There's this urge for me to update actually.
To say something thats in my heart.
But then again, I decided not.

Cause its not really necessary.

Anyways, to those who were really nice and asked how's work...
Its great.

Thanks for your concern.
Hahahaha, really awesome people.
Work's been fun and of course enjoyable.
Especially with Abby, Fabian, Mun Long and people who are nice.

I mean, I do meet nasty people at work...
Not my colleagues of course.
But customers and surveyees I called.
Nasty people. Met my 2nd or 3rd one ystd.
Got scolding for calling at 10pm.

:'(

Anyways, Shuyi, I pray for you that this job is suitable for you.
If not I got any more lobangs, I'll let you know again ok (:
All the best.

Lovessssss!

Oh yes. Some birthdays are coming up!
Sorry babes and dudes!
Hehehhheee. Jio me out someday k!
I'll sure to go with you guys (:

P.s/ preoccupyinng myself with true friends, who will stand by me always, to forget that I have friends who forget me. Saddening isn't it?

Just a brief update :D

2009-09-14T15:00:00.004+08:00

I've been working!
Those who know, its actually at suntec city.
The COMEX fair but I only worked on Sat and Sun.

Saw so many familiar faces!

And of course, thank you baby.
For coming all the way down on both days to keep me company.

My boss is very nice to me too.
My pay isn't high but it can satisfy my needs! :)

Working with my sister was fab. :)
And thank you for some friends who came down to help me!
And some who bumped into me but helped me too, THANKS! :)

Continuing with my job for now.
Its at chinatown, you might be able to spot me there.
E.g. walking on the streets or something

A few collages I've made.
You may have seen these photos before.
But, there they are, for viewing purposes.

In case I have to sweep the "blogger floor" again.

P.s/ tags will be replied, dont worry. dont send me offline msges cause i wont be online for now. thanks a million! for those i've replied, tag me for reply k! i'll reply your offline msges if i go online :)

2009-09-11T11:42:00.004+08:00

I may have tons of friends. But at the end of the day,
there's only one or two left standing by you. What is FRIEND?

Kranji Country side

2009-09-10T00:06:00.002+08:00

Last update since 5 september.
And this blog is really dead.

Alright, here's what I did until now, for this awful holiday.
Well, except for Tuesday.

As I have mentioned about Mix n Splash camp, there isn't alot to talk about it.
But I'm closer to some of the REB girls now.
Now that I've mentioned, met some lovely girls too.

Had a great fun with your girls there yea :]

And yes, its september hols for the secondary and primary.
Nearly forgot about until I saw my lil sister watching cartoon at home on a Monday morning.
And I was thinking, " ahhhh, monday blues for the kids. "
Then when I went to the living room, o_O?!

Yea. Had lots of fun meeting up with Huiyi and boyf.
They are like awesome entertainers, of course, companions.

Not forgetting Abby who sacrificed like 2 hours for me.
To pick my sister's birthday present.
There goes my $30(-10cents).

oh anyways, Happy 18th Birthday, Er Jie!
thats for 8sept.

And yupppp. She had her awesome 18th birthday at Clarke Quay.
Drinking vodka? Yea, hahahaha. She's 18! :D

Let's move on to Tuesday.
The day when we went to Kranji Countryside.
That bloody place was suggested by huiyi's friend.
Thanks alot manszxxxxzxzx.

Well, I wouldn't recommend you guys to go.
But if you want to have some adventure and walkathon,
GO AHEAD! (:

Alright, enough talking here.
Photos are below. See you guys around. Bye.

Sad, being abandoned.
Actually, the guys went to get the map.
But still, we were "abandoned" for around 5-10 mins? :D

Thats for the human part :D

Thats about it.
See ya.

Ah cheng ahhhhh.

2009-09-05T11:38:00.002+08:00

Mix 'N' Splash Camp

Back from the 3 days camp.
Was really tired and my pigu kai hua.
Muscles ached like nobody's business.

Finally finish doing most housechores...
So I'm like doing a brief update before this blog turn dead.

What I felt awesome about this camp is the dirty games part.
Other than that, BE people are not as enthu as NPSU people.
Not say comparing, but after going to so many camps...

The camps which fun, is really those camps which I really enjoyed and feel sad parting with the camp mates.
But this camp, I just felt super relieved to go home.
People have different expectations.

And I know comparing BE with NPSU is a way no no thing.
Sorry, no offences.

I just can't be "ra-ra" and the same with BE peeps.
They are just way different from NPSU friends.

Anyways, after all these camps,
BDD and TBC are next up.
Not forgetting my job... Ah, headache.

And piano lessons.
OMG. Way tiring man. :\

I don't have much photos on my hands.
So, I guess thats about it all.
See you guys again.

Bye! :)

2009-09-01T01:21:00.001+08:00

I'm off to camp for three days (:

2009-08-31T00:05:00.002+08:00

Grow hair grow!
I will promise to water you everyday.

- abstracted from the conversation with Gavin.

Oh yes. I'm not going to tmr!
Thats what I concluded from my multiple choices.

1. Do you miss your teachers?
Yes/No

2. Do you feel happy when you are out of your secondary school?
Yes/No

3. Do you want to see your teachers or ex-school mates more?
(choose)

4. Do you miss your friends or teachers more?
(choose)

5. Who makes your day during the sec school life?
Teacher/Friends

If you have more No(s) and Friends as your answer, don't go.
If you have more Yes(s) and Teachers as your answer, go.

It isn't that hard is it?
I got my analysis in like, 1?
Ok, maybe 2. I got to think of the questions.

Andddddd, bad news is...
I'm still moaning about my hair.
I can't possibly go out with this fugly hair.
Even Gavin agrees.

Its FUGLY FUGLY FUGLY!
LOL.

Andddddddddddd. I've counted down since this morninggggg.
So its left with prolly 12 more hours to see Baby!
Egg-cited egg-cited.

:D

Ouh oh. Daddy just woke up.
I got a shock cause he suddenly appear beside me.
He's gonna nag at me for staying up so late.
So chaooooo. Seee you guys sooon!

Oh yes, I'm gg for Mix n Splash camp for 3 days!
And it clashed with my piano lesson. ):
Soooo, GG!

Anyways, packing my bag tmrrrrrr.
See you guys soon!

Love you! (L)

2009-08-29T17:42:00.002+08:00

In case you are wondering...
The above person is me.

Hideous much?

I almost killed myself when I met baby last night.
I wore hairband just to hide it but took it down eventually.
Andddddd, I met Huiyi and Timothy.
Timothy got a shock.

Like wth.
It totally brought up my suicide thought.
Hahahahaa. Kidding.

Anyways, lovely evening with my loved ones.
Although its nothing special, but being with them makes my day.
And yes, its true.
After losing a loved one, it is only then people start to treasure their closed ones.
People, don't make yourself regret.

I whined and whined to baby last night.
Poor thing. He has to hear all my rantings.
Its true when you say hair = guy's everything.
But to a girl, hair = everything that matters.

And its bloody true.

I whined more than he did.
And I know I was being irritating but I couldn't help it.
I'm sad ):

Ok, I shall not rant on.
See you guys soon.
Bye!

Oh yes, I'm not gg back to NSS for teacher's day.
Like hell yea! I'm finally outta that hell.
Going back = Full of REGRETS.

Haircut disaster

2009-08-28T12:56:00.000+08:00

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
I got a haircut and it bloody hell ugly.
):

I knew I was gonna regret letting that aunty cut.
Why did I go back there?!
This is freakin freakin pisssssssss me off.

I should find another hairdresser.
I should have done that long ago!

Roarrrrrrr.

Now my hair's screwed, I'm gonna end my life.
Hahahaha. Kidding.

Grow hair grow! ):

Anyways, Abby's out of townnnnnn.
Soooooo, I'm gonna rot my way through till tuesday.
Mix n Splash camp.

Oh yes, talking about which...
I have got something else impt to do.
Seeeeee youuuuu! :)

2009-08-26T14:56:00.003+08:00

Last paper to go!
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Its BTC and whats BTC?
Building and Technology!

Ok, I was practically bored and had nothing to do...
Except to study, of course.
So I thought of a new skin.

Ahhhhhhhhh.
I know I'm damn boh liao huh.
But I sort of like it.
Hahahahahaa.

Those who have smaller computer screens, sorry!
You got to scrooooooll to the right to the right.
Anddddddddddd, nothing else.

I just felt that the other post was way too long.
So I posted this to reduce the length it takes to load my blog.
But in any case...

You wanna see peektures...
Go to these following links.
Hahahahha.

http://superwoman-mask.blogspot.com/2009_08_22_archive.html
http://superwoman-mask.blogspot.com/2009_08_23_archive.html

You will have your ample laughing medicine.
Oh yes, laughing keeps you healthy!

Yay! See youuuuuuuuuu.

LiveJournal LiveJournal!

2009-08-24T11:26:00.002+08:00

HeheheHEheeheHEheheHEhehEHEehe.

Oh, I'm not switching over to LJ but,
I got a LJ account! LOL.

Its just for posting comments on my friends' LJ.
And guess whats my url.
I kinda like it.

http://chengisawesome.livejournal.com

Hahahahhahha.

chengisawesome = cheng is awesome.
Total randomness.
Don't kill me! :(

2009-08-23T22:19:00.005+08:00

Helloooooo. I'm not lazy, I'm not.
I'm just plain, busy.

Well, you know, sleep is very very impt.
And therefore, I just rewarded myself with 4 hours of sleep!
No wait, thats added to last night...

So its.. uh.. no wait.
You just know the approximate number of hours is around 10?
Not much you know.

-yawns like a lion-

Oh yes.
I had a couple more photos to go.
Sooooo. As for now, I got say...

"All photos consist of my face. So viewers discretion is advised"
Thank you :)

Alright. Where was I.
Oh yes. I spent a afternoon at home with my laptop in front of me.
So I got tempted to take photos and more photos!

Hahahahaha. I was actually webcaming with Baby.
But after that I thought I could take a couple of unglam photos.
And it turns out to be addictive.
And I took around... 66 photo?

I only have 48 to upload.
So, relax... Have fun laughing at my face ):

(P.s/ Some arse like Max requested for my photo just to laugh at them whenever he's down. I know you people are not as mean. So.... Don't laugh! T-T)

Oh yes.
There's another 2 unknown characters in my photos.
They are Morido my tortire and Eeyore that Baby gave me.

Shut up Abby. I know its Morido and its super "cute".
Hahahahahahahahahaha.

Being studious.
Hahahahahahahaha.
I was serious reading. Its P Law.

"Acceptance must be communicated. Silence does not constitute to acceptence. (...)"

Who's this??!?!?!? Not me of course :D
.
.
.

Actually, this is me but doesn't look like me so I wanted you guys to guess.

I finished my paper early so I went home for a nap.
Then met Baby. We were retarded.
We "toured" the area around yishun and went hilltop.

Ahhhh. Talking about hilltop, I haven't been exercising/jogging much :\
Getting fatter and fatter each day. Rah.

Have I mentioned how much I love you? :)

And yes, I really do.

Okayyyyy.
Thats about it.
Thats the 6th up, 7th up, 8th up.
Ohhhh. There's an 8th up.

Hahahahaha.
Ok, got to chaooooooo once again.
Its 11pm, slightly earlier this time.
So bye! :)

Sevennnnnns.

2009-08-22T23:00:00.009+08:00

Blogger's making me angryyyyy.
I cannot blog and cannot upload photosssss.

Just when I uploaded everything to photobucket, blogger works.
Fucking annoying.

Ok, but.......
The photos are uploaded to photobucket.com.
Hopefully my daily download doesn't exceed and everyone can see the photos.
Cause my blog's song, ripway.com, has too much download per day.

Meaning what.

Meaning, too many ppl are listening/downloading it within a day.
In another words, each time you view my blog, it downloads once.
So, apparently, the same thing goes to photobucket.com

My profile photo couldn't load once and I thought GG already.
But yayyy. Its alive again.

Anyways, there's gonna be 148 photos here.
Enjoy. :D

First up, 1B02 :)

Last day of RER tutorial with Mr Martin Chai.
A really good lecturer.
We love him! :)

Thats Eugene.

And this is when I started getting stalked.
By Charmaine Siew Kai Xin.

Scary huh. There's more.
But unglam to the max. Hahahaha.
They are all in Fb. Thanks ah.

I believe you will just scroll down or scan through...
But if you look at each photo carefully,
you will laugh your arse off.

Thats Royston.

Oh, thats me :D

Thats the aftermath of taking medication that can cause DROWSINESS.

And its true. The day I went for Mr Ong's help, I saw this.
And regretted. Roar.

Second up, granny.

The day I received the call, we had to settle dinner ourselves.
And therefore, packet rice.
Andddddddddd, we wrote "granny" on the styrofoam box.

Granny's funeral.

We stayed up till kinda late.
Some didn't sleep just to look after the whole thing.
So ya, everyone's tired.

Granny's armchair.
She has sat on this chair for years.
We repaired it more than twice and the day she admitted into hospital,
my dad cleaned the whole chair and washed her blosters and everything.

But no one predicted that, she will never get to sit on this chair anymore.

Third up, birthday! :)

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The beloveds who celebrated my birthday at Seoul Garden!
Thanks! It was a lovely supriseeeee :)

Oh, Timonthy can really eat. Hahahha.
There's still Chew Ping and her God Sister but on the other table.

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And this kuku, keep cooking and cooking for me.
I was very very full already.
But he can still go on. Omg.

Thank you for everything (L)

There's still a couple more. From Leiyi & Wawa they all, Abby, Baby, Li Jun and mummy.
But I didn't take any photos.

Just to say a BIG BIG THANK YOU to you all.
Especially mummy :)

The cards and gifts you all made and gave me,
I appreciated alot alot. Thanks.

Oh oh. And there's this card I made for Miss Ng Chew Ping :)

Happy birthday Miss Ng! :)

Fourth up, mentoring!

These are compo and drawings from my very first mentee!
Fatimah!!!! She's only primary 2 but very very cute. :D

This is Shuhadah. My current mentee.
Very quiet and obedient.
I likeyyyy :)

Fifth up, sentosa 160809 & one month anniversary! :)

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These are for beloved Mr Low :)

Time flies and its one month already.
You can never imagine how much you have occupied, in my heart within this one month.
Never matter what happens in the future, always remember you have been loved by a girl named Cheng.

xxx

Sentosa, Siloso Beach.

Thats Jie Hao.

Thats James.

Thats Royston.

Royston is a pervert.
He snapped 3 photos of my butt.
Two close ups and one full length.

Eeyerrrrrr :D

But well, we all have our own solo photos...
So, here it goes :D

In random orders...

Ok, long enough.
There's still sixth and seventh.
But its 11:59pm now!

So I got to go chaooooooo.
Plus, there's mentoring tomorrow.
So see you guys againnnnn.

There's alot more photos manszx.
But not really that eager to show...
Cause its all my face! xD

So stay tuned alright. See yaaaaaa :)

Studying season.

2009-08-19T17:39:00.002+08:00

Its the studying season once again.
Sigh.

This is the season of the year when everyone hugs the books to sleep.
Oh, not forgetting to poopoo.
Of course, most of the time, the paper comes in handy in the toilet :)

Ahhhhhhhhh.
I'm super unwell.
I'm still mugging.
I'm gonna hug the book to my grave.

Ok, kidding.
ELS is done halfway through. GG.
PLW is almost done. Memorising work.
BTC haven't start yet. GG.

RER and IS don't have papers.
Yayyyy! :)

Oh, anyways..
I've got updates yet to be done.
So stay tuned alright.
I've got some photos I've yet to upload too.
Stay tuned k.

Oh, I've done my rantings and whinings to my boyf.
So you're saved.
Hahahahahahahahaha.

See ya (:

A really memorable birthday.

2009-08-15T12:12:00.005+08:00

Woooo! I'm officially 17! Yayyyy!
One more year to 18 :D:D

Thank you! :)
To all who wished me happy birthday,
called me,
sent me messages,
wrote me cards,
celebrated with me,
gave me suprises,
and presents!

I like all the gifts and cards.
And really really appreciated everything you guys did.

Thank you (:

_

There are 165 people and maybe I have excluded a few people.
I hope I never exclude anyone's name. (inform me k!)
A big thank you with a HUGE hug to each and everyone of you (:

A

Abby, Amanda Tung, Amanda Lim, Amanda Lyy, Anirban, Akid, Angela, Ashleigh, Alison, Aaron Chua, Angalam

B

Benben

C

Ching Kang, Chew Ping, Charmaine, Candy (SS), Casval, Chuan Wei, Cayln, Chandara, Carine, Chew Ping's Sister, Ching Yi

D

Daxino, Darrion, Dray

E

Ezzati, Eugene, Eddie

F

Felice, Fauzi

G

Gabriel, Gerald, Glenn Lim, Glenn (1B02), Guru, Grace, Gilbert

H

Hallie, Hui Yi, Hui Ee, Hilary, Hui Ying

I

Ivan, Ilyasa, Iskandar

J

James!, Joh Linn, Joh Ann, Jason, Joel, Jian Sheng, Jaslin, Jie Hao, Jun Chen, Jia En, Jolyn, J'taime, Jamie V.G, Jeremy Jerigold, Jaws, Jolynn, Jamie Aw, Jolene Poon, Jeremy LOL, Jia Wen, Jing Yang Gorgor, Julia, Jaselyn, Jia Ai, John, Jing Yi, Jia Yan

K

Kun Yuan, Kevin(tock cheng!), Ken Gor, Kendrick, Kairong, Kahyee, Khai, Keng Kai, Keane, Kun Hao

L

Li Jun, Lei Yi, Liang Koon

M

Marlie, Ming Hui, Melvin, Michelle, Max, Ming Yuan, Manfred, Marcus, Mike, Martin, Melanie, Mel

N

Nigel, Norvin

P

Priya, Poh Lian, Pei Jie, Praveen(abby's friend), Phyllis

Q

Qaiser

R

Royston, Ryan, Ronnie, Rachel, Radiah, Robert, Randall, Rey

S

Sarah, Sheila, Shi Wei, Steven, Shawn, Shaun, Shermond, Sheena, Stella, Shu Yi, Suren

T

Travis, Tricia Tham, Tricia Chan, Timonthy, Tammie

V

Vanessa, Vik

W

Wawa, Wei Hao, Will(weishan), Wan Li, Wei Cheng, William, Wei Xuan

X

Xian Jin, Xian Xun, Xue Zhi, Xue Fen, Xin Hong, Xin Ni

Y

Yang Hong, Yan Ying, Yann Ni

Z

Zi Shuo

Also, there's my aunts and uncles. Thank you.
And my friends' friend, thank you too (:

Chew Ping, Hui Yi, Timonthy, Baby, Chewping's sister
They celebrated my birthday at Seoul Garden.
Thanks a million. You guys never fail to surprise me.
I always fail to surprise you :\

Hahahaha.

Anyways, it really a great night.
I enjoyed myself and hopefully you guys did.
I know Chew Ping confirm plus chop got enjoy herself :D
Thank you once again (L)!

Wawa, Leiyi, Tammie, Wei Hao, Xian Jin, Nigel, Keane, Jia Ai, Sarah
They managed to surprise me tooooo. Oh manszx. Why am I so blurrr ):
But thanks alot babes and dudes!
Hahahaha. You guys are awesomeeeee.

Lovely card and a cake!

Abby & James
They came to look for me after NPSU meeting.
Then we went to the atrium and thats when Abby took out the presents.
Its very very nice and I love it.

Thanks babe ((((((:

Royston, 1B02 and PLW
I went for PLW extra tutorial and I smelt fish the minute Royston told me to msg him when I reach the BE block.
Then When I went into the room, they sang me birthday song and presented the huge eeyore xD
Thanks a million, guys.

Darrion, Alyssa, Amanda, Xian Xun, Liang Koon, Kun Hao, Eugene, Royston & of course, Mr Aaron Chua.

Hahahaha. It was a pleasant surprise too.
Though not considered surprise xD

"I am sexy :D"

Oh oh. And on wednesday, RER tutorial...
Royston got the class to sang me birthday song too.
Totally unexpected.
I was just wondering why out of no where Charmaine would bring a camera.
Oh. There it is...

The whole class all wrote their birthday messages on a card and presented to me.
Hahahaha. It was more of a shock to me.
Totally unexpected. Thanks.

(I told you I can be easily surprised)

Family
Though my family cannot celebrate my birthday, but they all wished me Happy Birthday.
I received a bag and another mystery card from mummy.
Hahahaha. Thanks!

NPSU friends
I went into LT 61. And was greeted by many familar faces.
I went all the way to the front row and they sang me a birthday song.
Thank youuuuuuu!

I was really paiseh but happy at the same time.

Hahahaha.
I was lucky too. No sabo! ;D

Thats about it.
Thank you guys ^^

I'm really really happy.
I want to show my gratitude to everyone of you.
But idk how. I can only write out each and every names of yours.
Reply all your posts on my FB wall and ya, thats about it.

Thank you :)

P.s/ I love you

Heartfelt moments. Granny.

2009-08-11T09:53:00.000+08:00

If you think you're facing the worst thing ever in your life,
think again.
It is definitely not worse than losing your loved one.

A loved one who stays with you 24/7,
take care of you when you are little,
cooks delicious meals for you,
when you are up in the middle of the night, she sits beside you and stay awake with you,
shares her story with you,
explains the story of the opera to you,
learns English just to get closer to you.

Have you ever wondered everything that one do, what is the reason behind all these?

When I first came to this world, Granny was the second one who held me in her arms.
She took great care of me and watched me grow up.
From a baby till now, I'm a 17 years old girl.

I didn't live with my family.
It was when I was 7, I moved back to live with my mother and that is when my Granny is the only one looking after us, three sisters.

I remember the time the 3 of us would bathe together and play with water,
my Granny would take the cane and chase after us,
and scold us for playing with water.
Then we would close the door, and lock it.

Hahahah.

She never really wanted to use the cane to hit us.
She always pretended to hit us but in the fact, it didn't hurt at all.
And whenever we were gonna get caned, she would always side us and let us hide behind her.

How she loved us.

My Granny once brought me to the market.
She taught me how to buy groceries but I was too young to remember.
She used to buy me and my 2nd sister to the market then treat us ice cream.

She always wanted to pass us her cooking skills, but everytime we wanted to try..
She would ask us to go out as it is hot and stuffy.

How I loved her.

Then when I was around 8 or 9 years old,
my Granny came home when her hair permed.
The 3 of us got a shock and went running to her asking what she do to her hair.
Then she would tell us once a while, it doesn't matter.

How I missed her.

Oh oh, and there's the time when she will cook dishes, none of my liking...
But then again, there's always a small plate with a piece of my favourite fish.
And then she will smile and tell me that is cooked specially for me.

Oh god, I'm crying again.

& there's time when she learnt to sing English song for us.
The only English song she knows is Twinkle twinkle little star.
She used to sing," Twinkle twinkle little star" in her very strong Teochew accent.
Then we will all laugh and smile together.
But that was something she learnt, just for us.

I remember how happy she was that time when I covered blanket for her.
Whenever she called her friends, she would definitely tell them about it.

How I wish I could still do it for her and she could still sing for us.

She used to watch the opera show on Channel 8, saturday afternoon.
She loved them and I would normally watch with her then she would explain the story to me cause I don't understand dialect.
But when the show shifted to friday morning, I couldn't watch with her anymore.

Other than the opera shows,
she would tell me the World War II story..
the animals she used to rear..
the things she did when she was young..
how her mother pierced her ears when just needle and red thread..
the real life story of "ah teng" the snake..
how grandfather treated her..
how tough life was back then.

All her life experiences and now, I could only play it in my mind.
I can no longer hear it from her voice.

Granny was an awesome secret keeper.
It was a few years back, when we rented DVD from the rental shop and then we would ask her to help us keep the secret.
Because we weren't allowed to rent DVDs at all.
She really helped us keep the secret..
But somewhat, my mum will still find out.

Laughs.

And the last thing is,

Not forgetting just last Thursday when she said Good luck to me.
And the next thing I know is, thats gonna be the last thing she's going to say to me.

She admitted into hospital on Friday evening.
Where the hell was I?! School.
I even left house early in the morning.
Not knowing a single thing. But that was the last time I saw her.

Before she got onto the ambulance, her last words were," take care of shuan shuan".

The next day, hospital called and said her condition is critical.
Everyone rushed down but I couldn't. I was sick. ='(
Then my sister told me, they are all trying to talk to her.
She can hear us but couldn't reply us.

After a couple of hours, they say she went back to sleep.
So, everyone thought she's okay already.
Most left and only left a few of my relatives.

It was when my mum was already reaching Yishun..
Hospital called and said Granny passed away.

It was so sudden that I only remember myself crying.
I packed her clothes for her, I printed her photo for her.
Thats the last things I could do.

Granny has left.
All the unhappiness between grandpa and her has ended.
Everything ended the minute she closed her eyes.

It was quite a happy thing everything ended so early.
Cause she didn't have to suffer at all.
She had several illnesses but she didn't have to go through them before dying.

But it was just too sudden.
Mummy's taking it very hard. She cried and cried.
My 2nd sister, my Granny doted most, cried hard too.

My tears wouldnt stop flowing either.
Granny doted on us 4 the most.

I'm sorry Granny.
I'm sorry about the tantrums we threw at you.

How we missed your nagging.
How we missed carrying your dishes for you.
How we missed your cooking.
How we missed and missed YOU.

There's millions and millions of things she did for us.
Big or Small. Let's just keep it with us for our lifetime.

We will all miss you, Grandmother. =')
080809.
Rest in peace.

__

Thanks Abby, Boyf, Royston, Eugene, Chew Ping, Hui Yi and Timonthy for coming down and pay their last respect to my granny.
I think my granny knows your presence there and the incense papers that yall folded for her.
It is one whole bag. Thanks alot.

And friends who sent their condolences, thanks too.

2009-08-08T13:57:00.001+08:00

Critical condition.
All we can do is pray for her.

On her 75th birthday, we told her she would live for another 20 years.
But she's lying in the hospital, unconscious.

My relatives, parents and sister are trying to talk to her...
Hoping she could hear us.
The doctor says she could but she has no expression on her face.

I'm so damn upset.

This Thursday, before I leave the house for my piano exam,
she said "good luck" to me.
I was shocked that she know English and felt really confident for the rest of the day.
I came home, she said with a broad smile on her face, "you will definitely pass."

For this whole week, I weren't at home.
She was already feeling terrible and I weren't at home to stay with her.
She was already in pain for these few days, and I never do anything.
Anything, just for her.

How I wish I could have done something to help her.
How I wish she's right here sitting in her own armchair, looking at us.
How I wish that things don't have to be in this way.

If my tears could help her in any way,
Granny, I have cried you an ocean.

Goodbye stresssss!

2009-08-07T11:22:00.018+08:00

Yes! Say goodbye to late nights and stress!
Although there's upcoming examinations...
I'm still released from stress :D

Piano exam's been quite a burden to me.
Now that it is over and I know my probability of passing is high,
I can really relax.

The examiner totally gave chance to all of us.
And we were all really grateful to him.

Hopefully his marking is as lenient as when he gave us the questions.

Anddddd, all the formal presentation's officially over!
There's one more RER but that isn't much of a big deal.

Oh, and Sorry! to all my friends.
For not updating my blog for so many many days.
Ok, it has only been a week
.
.
But excluding those short updates,
I think I haven't blogged for more than just a week.

I shall do a long and proper update :D

(P.s/ I'm still coughing T^T how how?)

Firstly, had a day out with Amethyst on Saturday.
We explored Haji Lane and walked from Bugis all the way to Orchard.
It was as far as it looked/sounded. We just kept taking photos and walked around..
And tadah! We have reached Orchard.

I'm a stalker. I stalk her =D

We walked and walked until we came here,

saw this,

and this.

This is how awesome I am. Capture her face but cut mine away.

I love this photo alooooooot.
Cause it looked like we are in London.
Its Macdonald's House behind us.

Cool to the max.
(P.s/ I'm not mountain tortise but because this time I brought my camera out so I just take and take photos)

She's as crazy as me.
But she can do a cross-eye, I can't ):

Buanggggggg.

And as we walked, we came by the Istana Park.

Not much but the flowers are planted in a very organised way.

Then we came to the Orchard Central, i think.
I forgot but its OC =D

The stuffs inside are chio to the max,
but expensive to the max also o_o

Thats it for my Saturday.

Sunday was pretty usual except that I had my mentoring thing again.
Well, its gonna continue for quite some time until I find another job.

And monday tuesday wednesday were pretty much staying back in school for project.
RER and IS. Chiong and chiong all the way.

Then, Thursday was finally the day I shook off all my burden.
Be it piano or presentation.
All say goodbye and I'm done here.

:D

Oh! It's Wei Hao and Xian Jin's birthday tomorrow, people!
Hahahahahahahahaahhaa.
I'm not sabo-ing but wishing an advance Happy Birthday :D

K, see you guys another day.
I'll try to rmb what I wanted to blog.
Pretty "wordy" and "pictury" uh.

See yaaaaaaaaaa.

2009-07-30T14:48:00.002+08:00

I'm sick ):

I'm not allowed to play sports till I recover.
Things are going the way it should be.
And it better stay.

Brief update.
More update when I'm free.

See ya :D

2009-07-25T23:56:00.002+08:00

James.

Abby.

Hui Yi.

Friends.

Mike.

Haven't been touching photoshop for a long time.
Just felt like editting some pictures and did these.
Hopefully the edittings are still there.

Hahahahaa.

This weekend is confirm gonna be terrible.
I got to "mug" hard for my piano exams.
Its on 6 August 2009.

Got to grab every chance I've got,
to practise till my hands break.

Projects are still coming in like water, but not as hectic.
Life isn't as miserable anymore.
Exams are coming, gonna die soon.

There's so much to say.
But I think I'm gonna do my mind-sort-out again.

Not gonna emo this time.

P.s/ whenever piano exams strike, it gets tensed up and frustating. why oh why.

2009-07-22T15:08:00.003+08:00

I hope this is true.

I know things are not going to be the same, but I hope you guys can remain the same.
There won't be big changes in anything.
I'm still going to the same Cheng.

So, Royston and all my friends, don't worry.
Nothing's going to change.

This week is totally not my day.
Maybe it was dued to PMS-ing.
Lots of it and of course, proj dues.

Ystd, screwed.
I got a muscle pull in my left leg.
It hurt so much that it still hurt now.
I bet I woke up on the wrong side of the bed.

I woke up at 9.30am when I'm suppose to be in school at 10am.
Cabbed down with a freaking $16.60 fare.
My pocket's burnt.
I wanted to prove to my group that I am doing something.
Not NOTHING. I did alot ok!

Not NOTHING at all. (screams)

Model was done, thanks to mostly Eugene and Royston and their 7 hours.

Then everything crash here and there.
Things/events going on at the same time, which is so happening to me!

Oh yes, Happy birthday my sister, Hui Yi.

Though there's only me and chew ping singing birthday song to you...
I hope you felt happy. I missed you girls so much.
I got so much to tell you girls.

Today, sucks.
Library, was nearly chased out.
Can someone bloody hell talk to those cold blooded freaks?
I wanted so badly to scream into their ears.

Swimming Pool, I forgot I cannot go near the water with shoes on.
Oh yes, kana shouted from afar.
Can someone freaking lend them the loud hailer so they can get louder?
And not forgetting the snubs, laughing at Abby.
Hey bitches, get away from my girlf.

RER presentation, I was supposed to be serious...
Until someone made me laugh and I wasn't sure if Mr Chai was happy or unhappy.

These are so not happening to me. Help!

This week is so screwed.
I'm down with flu and sore throat.
But I'm not gonna self-quarantine myself.
Not even gonna get a MC from the docs.
Oh yes, cramps. Freaking annoying cramps.

Baby is unwell too.
Take care yes.

Tmr vb training will resume.
I told everyone I will be going.
But till this very minute, I'm still thinking if I should go.
I'm really very very not-cheng this week.

Terrible isn't it?

2009-07-17T11:45:00.007+08:00

Alright! Since I'm free, I shall do updates :D

Someone requested this so he better read.
Hor, momo? :D

Volleyball camp was awesome.
Cause I was in group2, Awesome and we were the power pack.
We used mostly Horus cheers(sorry!) and cheered and cheered.
Awesome team mates.

First day (Friday), we did mostly nothing as we booked in at 7pm.
Then we got seperated into our respective groups.
Oh yes! Photo hunt! Just yi ge fun only.
Hahahaha, run here and there.
A moment ago I thought my slippers were going to snap.

Second day (Saturday), woke up as it was freezing cold.
And I lost my sleeping bag cover ):
Oh ya, this is the most terrible day.
Dirty + Water games.

The dirty games were the most most most terrible one.
Butter and vinegar. Wth -.-
And the water games were just to wash ourselves lah.
Hahahaha, there were minesweeper and when we step at the wrong "cross",
kana splashed. Oh yes, by Jia Wen, our awesome leader.

And it was night walk at night.
Where the people didn't even get to scare me.
Hahahah. There was like shock but no screams.
And they wondered why. Why oh why.

Last day (Sunday), we played water games again.
Same game as FOC where there's the mummy we have to protect and let the bombs hit ourselves. -.-
Anddddddd, bathe, eat, slack.

Er, there's nothing much.
Except for the bidding game at the last part.
Celebration of birthday and break camp.

Ok, brief enough.
Hopefully you didn't die from reading those words.

Anyways!
I have done my BTC, RER presentation!
Happy happy :D

BTC was screwed but nevertheless, good job guys.
RER was awesome, thanks guys! (L)
We are representing it to the lecture next week. Lucks to us all...
And hopefully, our model will be completed soon.

I have lots of pictures to upload.
Let me spread them across a couple more posts alright.
If not, there's no fun.

:D

RER project group :D
"Lubbszx lubbszx."

This is VB Family! :D

P.s/ Just James only (L)

2009-07-14T00:15:00.005+08:00

Back from camp!
Missed me?
I miss you guys! :D

Vb bonding camp was awesome.
It was really bonding and I love my group 2!
Awesome!!!!

Details are just ...
I'm vey lazy.
But all I can say is, I love vb more and more now.

Having presentations, one after another all this week.
I think I'll just die halfway.
Its not working at all.

:\

I'm very tired.
But can I take a rest?

Everyone lives with a mask.
So why bother commenting each other?
Why exchange stares and looks with another?
Losers.

Cheng is really tired.
I shall sleep now.
LOL.

See you guys.
:D

My CQ group!
Family portrait! (L)
Mike, Hakim and Hubbi are loved by Cheng cheng cheng cheng!!!! :D

And not forgetting ym best girlfriend, Abby.
Dinner at Al-Azhar was great.
Thanks.

And many thanks to those who listened to my stupid things.
Jie Hao, Shu Yi, Abby, alot alot.
(L)!!

P.s/ my phone was bombarred with msges. It vibrated till it is left with 56% now. But I enjoy every sms with you.

My weekend

2009-07-05T16:54:00.009+08:00

A new song. Sort of noisy. But I like it.
From my twin brother, Ching Kang (L)

Ystd BE society had our Dragon Boat Event.
Fun to the max.

HAHAHHAHAHAHA.

But everyone was shagged after that.
But still, I headed to Expo with Darrion.
Thanks for inviting :]

My weekend was pretty much fun and all.
But Sunday was used to rest and recover from muscle aches.

Oh ya, I bought my contact lenses.
And it hurted my eyes ystd.
Thanks to the salty water and first time wearing them.

Thanks for the concerns girls!
Hahaahahaha, wanna thank Pris, Jaslyn, Jia Yi, Darrion, Xinni for making dragon boat a happening day for me.
Cause, uh, I think Pris knows about it only.
So yup, thanks.

See you guys in school.
Thanks for all the concern.
I'm switching back to the happy mode.
And getting crazy every second.

P.s/ I hope nothing changes.
Though, I do notice things are changing.

2009-07-04T00:13:00.000+08:00

Goats have no hands.

Hahahahhahhahha!
What xmm -.-

Monkey got hands.
Goats no hands.

Thats why all status orange and red.
LOL.
Ok, I'm being very random.

Chao xD

2009-07-03T00:02:00.002+08:00

Fuck you.

Bitch, if you want to talk so much...
Say it in front of me. Ask it in front of me.
Dont fucking say things behind my back,
And act like youre the angel and god there.

You fucking made us damn awkward now.
We are not even on talking terms.
Thanks ah, fuck.

If you think my actions were too much,
why post that fucking picture?
Remove and delete it permanently lah.
Fuck.

If liking someone is a crime,
everyone should be in jail now.

If showing care and concern to him is wrong,
all girls should be guys.

Fucking nehneh chaocheebye.

Liar

2009-07-01T00:00:00.001+08:00

I lied.

I'm ok.

So true.

You are looking for anything that is easy and comfortable right now. You have been putting a lot of energy toward something and it just hasn't seemed to be working. Right now, you don't know where to go next, but you simply don't have the energy to put anything more into this. Remember that if you are spending more time working on something than enjoying it, the efforts may not be all that worth it in the long run. You are better off today seeking something that brings you happiness, no matter how big or small.

2009-06-30T12:28:00.004+08:00

I know my posts are getting lengthy and wordy.
I know they are full of unglam pictures.

BUT, pardon me!
Hahahahhahahahahhaa.

I got two words to say,
GG

I have been seeing these two alphabets on all my NP friends' blogs.
And I wondered why.

Lets see,
BTC proj.
RER proj.
PLW tutorial.
ELS quiz.
CQ proj.

Hahahahaha. Yes, GG.

And to think I skipped lectures.
I think I sort of lied? :D
Lets just hope I get my mood to study, back.

I was very very lucky to pass my ELS test.
Hahahahaha, bloody 68%.
While others got, 93? 88? 79?
Crap shit.

Hahahahahaha.
Screw the modulessssss!
Yayyyyyy!

P.s/ I was online for an hour.
I was wondering why no one was responding to me.
Then again, I realised, I was appearing offline.

-.-

2009-06-28T22:37:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAH!
I know it unglam,
but this is what happens when someone is down with flu.

Tissue stuck in the nose until like shit.
And I was on webcam like that.
Imagine.

:D

Andddddd, I'm alright.
Hahahahahhahahhaa.
I'm back!

Soooooooo, see you guys soooooooooon!

And don't forget tmr,
BE AXIS, 11AM-2PM.
Give me that 12 bucks!

Hhaahahahaha.
Ok, thats for the Dragon Boat event.

Chao! (L)